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Today is the last day I will have to spend with my son before he goes away for an entire week. Every once in a while he goes to florida to visit with his grandparents, and I usually go with him to visit my friends and family down there ... but this time I just didnt have the cash. I have no idea what I'm going to do without him here. I will be so damn lonely.

I should at least *try* to look at this as an opportunity to get out and have some quality "Ash" time. Go to clubs, parties, shows ... things I cant do when he's around. The more occupied I am, the less I will think abt being sad. There are so many time where I want to have a break from him and do my own thing ... but then when the time comes, I wish it away! Hahahah! I dont think anyone in this world is ever "truely" satisfied.

I will be shooting a lot once the new year starts, then I'll be super busy and wont have as much time to spend lurking around the internet. Tomorrow I have a shoot with Jim Hewitt again ... a totally awesome guy! If you havent seen his stuff ... go to www.cunningarts.com
I think we're supposed to do some artistic nudes for a site called "michelle 7" ... but I am not sure what the exact website is yet. Stay tuned for that!

Thanks to all of you beautiful people who made me feel so at home here ... it really means a lot to me.

Im going to make a list of all the ideas I have for my next shoot for SG ... I want to know which ones you think are the best ideas.