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Monday Oct 05, 2009

Oct 5, 2009
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I'm trying to get used to my new way of life around here,but it's pretty boring. I guess I'll look for work until I can figure out how to get back into school.

How time does fly, my sons birthday is almost here ... AGAIN! I feel like it was just here a few months ago. Every year it gets harder and harder to buy for him because he gets too old for "toys". Well "toys" are cheaper than computers and video game systems, lol. He's turning TWELVE, aak!

Every year I put my sons wishlist up on my wishlist section, his bday is October 25th and there are of course some pretty cheap things on there along with his requests that he probably knows our family cannot afford, but if you could help our family out ... take a peek at it! smile

*IMPORTANT*
I *always* buy used items on amazon if I can, it saves a lot of cash and he never minds at all.

I've been going to the gym, trying to get back down to my normal weight. Ever since I started school I've been so busy and I have gotten lazy I suppose. And also a bit antisocial! I never thought I'd stop socializing, whether it be here online or in real life ... I'm the kind of person who needs to keep in touch with ppl and meet new folks (oh no, did I just say the word "folks"?)

q's
~Do you have any kids yourself? If so, age? Names? If not .. do u plan to?
~What kind of person are you ... the type who thinks a spotless house is a sign of not getting out and living your life to the fullest? Or the type who can't stand the thought of the words "germ" or "dirt"?
~What do you think keeps you in a straight line? Or maybe .. the thing that makes you "keep going" in life when you want to quit?
~Are u starting to think I'm overanalyzing alll of you? lol Because I totally am. wink

**If any of u have requested my friendship on xbox live, plz accompany the request with a message so that I know who the hell you are!** Gamertag~ Maniacle Ash



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jekyllandhyde:
Hey, thanks for the advice. I actually felt a little better after reading what you said. I still feel incredibly stupid about this whole thing, but I guess I'm not the first person to get caught up in this kind of situation. Unfortunately, I have an extraordinary gift for self-deception (that may be a byproduct of me being a writer, I'm not sure), and this leads me to tell myself, "Well, we actually talked, and I was kind, and maybe she doesn't get many people like that..." even though I know how sad that sounds. Ugh, anyway, thanks again.

~Not yet; I'd like to someday, but don't ask me how that'll come about.
~I suppose I'm the former, if only because every apartment I've ever lived in has devolved into an absolute mess sooner or later. I don't want them to, but that's just kind of how it happens....
~That's a big question. Part of it is that I do believe in God, even though I have some severe issues with religion, and, as corny as it sounds, that does comfort me and keep me going sometimes. I guess I also genuinely believe in what I'm writing, and that eventually someone else will think as highly of my stuff as I do.
~Hey, hardly anyone ever analyzes me at all; I don't mind being overanalyzied -- I kind of like the attention, hah.
Oct 8, 2009
alecks:
ive been single for like 2+ years now i think... maybe 3 i dunno.. its fine im not really in the right state to be in a relationship

anyhow...
~Do you have any kids yourself? If so, age? Names? If not .. do u plan to?
no i dont have any kids but eventually id like to have one... much further down the road

~What kind of person are you ... the type who thinks a spotless house is a sign of not getting out and living your life to the fullest? Or the type who can't stand the thought of the words "germ" or "dirt"?
its not that cut and dry with me... im very laid back but when it comes to work or anything i do passionately it needs to be clean or in order... but my living space is usually pretty messy

~What do you think keeps you in a straight line? Or maybe .. the thing that makes you "keep going" in life when you want to quit?
nothing particularly... i have my scruples and self discipline is important to me

~Are u starting to think I'm overanalyzing alll of you? lol Because I totally am.
not at all... youve never made assumptions about me based on my answers
Oct 8, 2009

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