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Ohhh it's so nice to have the internet back after having the phone/net cut off for abt a week for not being able to pay the bill. I cannot LIVE without having access to the net ... u forget just how often u use it until it's gone! Like when you're abt to go somewhere you've never been before, normally you'd use mapquest. Or! When you really need cash and want to know where the closest five pawnshops are to your house. OR, if you're experiencing some weird ass symptoms and you want to lookup what kind of reasoning there is behind them? Oh, so many other reasons to NEED the net!

Remember when I said when something goes wrong with your 10 yr old car, things will just CONTINUE to go wrong weekly/bi-weekly thereafter? Well I speak the truth. First the axle/wheel, strut mount/2 flat tires and a flat spare on the same night, then starter/battery, and NOW fuel pump and break pads, among other small issues. You start thinking "Man, maybe I just need another car" but then you start to think abt how much damn MONEY you *just* put into your car ... and u just don't know what to do.

So my man finally landed a job, but they keep pushing back his start date and making him jump through hoops, it's a shit job but he's still gonna keep looking for something better but hell, at least we know that *eventually* this hell of a life is going to end.

This is long, so ..

Shit, there's so much to say and so little time .. I hate tryping long journals because no one ever reads them. So Here is where I stop.

Q's
~Hey baby, whats your sign?
~Hey, do you even believe in that crap? (the whole astrological sign stuff)
~Name 3 movies I absolutely HAVE to see right this very moment!! (YOU all must see: District 9, The Onion Movie, Slumdog Millionaire)

COMING SOON ... an actual update that doesn't take a month to write!!