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Friday May 01, 2009

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In the spirit of forever trying to improve myself and my surroundings, I've spent a lot of time trying to pinpoint what issues in life need the most attention. I have finally come to a very important conclusion:
I severely lack discipline.

I'm not exactly sure when or how this happened but I'm glad that I've at least come to the conclusion that it *is* an issue and that it needs attention. whatever I remember having at least *some* discipline in the past otherwise I would have never been able to accomplish anything in life, and since I *have* accomplished many things in the past .. one could make the assumption that I could do it again.

I wonder what happened along the way that made me lose my structure ... and I'm really hoping that I don't have to pick apart every little stage in life or decision I've made just to correct the problem and work on it. That would take too much time.

I can't even *believe* we're in the month of MAY already! This month is one of my personal favorites, not only because my own bday rests in the month of May, but almost *every* close friend or relative I have has their bday in May also!! This makes May one big non-stop fun fest for me and the ppl I'm closest to. biggrin

Q's
~What advice would u give someone who lacks discipline in their life?
~What are some of your vices that you're currently working on?
~Post a photo that best describes what you're thinking or feeling at this moment.

I feel like this lately ...






VIEW 20 of 20 COMMENTS
stylar:
you are without a doubt the most originally beautiful, poetic expression of a person I have ever seen!
Jun 23, 2009
fitzsimmons:
I had a hard time making myself work hard when I first got to college. There were so many distractions and I just couldn't focus. Plus it was all so much harder than I expected. Then I just decided to see what would happen if I just stopped procrastinating and always put school first. And it turned out that everything was a lot easier when I started doing what I needed to do right away. So I guess that's all the advice I have. Just do what needs to be done first and you'll find you actually have way more time and energy than you think. It's actually a lot easier than when you put stuff off.

I'm pretty straight laced. I don't have a lot of vices. But I've always been curious. Suggest some good ones?

Jun 23, 2009

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