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Saturday Dec 13, 2008

Dec 13, 2008
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Wellllllllll, how is everyone enjoying their HOLIDAY shopping and all that jazz? I feel like Im just now recovering from my sons bday and already am facing a damn xmas, why couldn't he have a May bday like everyone else? Now THAT is convenient, Id have plenty of time to recover.

I can't stand the stress of the holidays, it's always incredibly scary for me because it seems like the last 3 out of 5 yrs I've been unemployed for xmas. I was doing side work, then craigslist started taking my ads down, now I'm not making shit. I've tried applying to jobs and even friends "say" they will hook me up with a gig at their place, but they forget .. and time goes on. Hell, even if I got a job today I think I wouldn't get paid until *after* xmas. How do u explain that to a kid? U cant ask them for a raincheck on xmas. Perhaps I can hide the calender or something?? Hmmm.

This yr I asked my sons biological fathers family for $ help for his xmas and they just bought him a plane ticket for the day after xmas to go down to FL and have xmas with *them* instead. How .. nice. I am starting to wish they'd just take him before xmas so I could have more time to get him things, but they already have the ticket. Shit. This messes up my calender idea too!! Personally, I think they kind of wanted him to be here on actual xmas so I could screw it up and then send him down so they could look better, but maybe I'm paranoid.

I have all my thank you cards written out from B's birthday gifts that some of the members here bought him, but only one real address (schianova, thats u). Please, if you bought him a gift .. can u email me your ADDRESS so I can send u a thank u card & a xmas card as well??? I know, I know .. don't those sound fantastic biggrin? Pieces of cardboard with things written on them as thanks for your kindness!! Maybe a bit lame, but thats all I can do for the time. I *do* have a few other things ... oooooh! OOOH! I have another lame idea .. so I need your damn addresses!!

AND .. like I do *every* xmas, here is my sons wishlist on amazon: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/registry.html?ie=UTF8&type=wishlist&id=1PIZ8BPKU3LSZ PLEASE, if you can, spare just a few extra bucks so a kid can have a nice holiday, it means a GREAT DEAL to me, and to everyone I love, most especially and importantly .. my wonderful son. I cant tell u how much he deserves this. (if u can buy anything USED, then DO IT!! It saves a LOT of dough sometimes!!!)

q's
~What holiday do u celebrate?
~Most memorable time around the holidays? or most memorable gift?
~Stop looking here and look at my sons wishlist! lol. wink jk. Wait, no I'm not. biggrin Pretty please? I LOVE YOU!
~ I really love you!
~Most horrible holiday experience you've ever had? Dig deep people.

Until next time!





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gujsel:
i wish a fantastic new year for you darling ....a big big hug !!!!! kiss kiss kiss kiss
Jan 1, 2009
allycat_13:
Oh honey my b irthday is Dec 29, it sucks. He will either hate both Christmas and bday if its super close to Christmas or just Christmas. I'm 26 and only a few bdays were crazy. he he

Hope you are well and your son is growing into a great kiddo. Haven't said anyting in a long time to you.
My acct expires soon so I am out of here.
Take care and hope you kick ass with Psychology if thats still the route you're taking.
I also hope you have a set sometime soon. You were one of my fav girls on here. Smart, sexy, and so damn funny. kiss
Jan 2, 2009

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