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Im really nervous abt making a cool bday for my son this yr, it seems like every yr he gets older .. the less "toys" he has on his wishlist. Its so sad! He's almost not a "kid" anymore. I wonder when kids stop wanting balloons and hats and party favors that u blow into that make weird noises n crap. I dunno, I never stopped loving balloons. No one ever gets them for me on my bday anymore though and I cant seem to remember when that stopped.

If you havent done so already, plz take a look at my sons wishlist! It's the link on my profile under "wishlist", and there are sooo many cheap things on there between $10-20. Most things on the list u can buy used for half price or cheaper .. plz feel free to do so, my son is very used to getting used video games and stuff like that and could really care less. I just need help making his birthday special!

I'm trying to balance some sales and put ads out for small jobs here and there around town, but it's not working very well. I think I have to put school off again and start looking for a full time day job again. Ive already been lookin and its not looking good so far.

Im also really swamped with having to leave on the 17th to go to FL for a week, it sort of gets in the way of my money making or getting any interviews anytime soon. Then as soon as I return I have a friend coming into town from the netherlands, then my sons bday the day after. I know my son will be upset abt me being gone, and I wish my man and him could come with me. I wont be able to see any of my friends when I come down, which sucks .. but not as badly as the purpose of my visit. I dont want to think of this as the last time I will get to see my grandmother.

I miss sioux and beau, but Im glad gidgettes back.

~Who do YOU miss?
~Who misses YOU?
~Are YOU a "misses" or a "Mrs"?
~If you missed my sons wishlist u better go back and find it, lol

I love u guys. U know that.