ash

Dont u hate when u say something and ppl misinterpret what u were saying and think it was something negative when REALLY that wasnt your intent at all? Apparently I do this a lot, and I seriously dont mean to! I'm friendly, really! It's not just the internet, either ... I do this in real life, too. Now, I wonder at times if its *me* who is communicating wrong or if the person Im communicating with is just extra sensitive or maybe paranoid? Who knows!

After a HUGE blowout with several family members, Ive decided that there is a *lot* in my life I need to change. I just feel ... stuck. I need to finish school, which takes 12 months if I go *full time*. However, I cant find a job that doesnt conflict with my school hours, and I need to make money somehow, obviously. Now if I go part time ... it'll take me twice as long and I will be stuck in this horrid living situation for extra long, which isnt really a great environment for my son. Plus, if I go to school part time .. I can only WORK part time, which isnt enough to cover my bills anyways! It's like a catch 22 situation, I dont know wtf to do abt it. But sitting here doing NOTHING abt it doesnt help either, gah!

I wish life came with a REFERENCE book that you could use to look up individual problems and the solution would be clearly written out for you. I might just make that book, damnit.


q's
~What are some tips u can offer for making money? (besides the obvious "get a job")
~What types of sets would u like to see from girls on this site? Do u prefer skinny models or thicker models?
~What kind of "style" attracts u in another person?

Here's the link to our video, we are going to *try* to win in June, though the contest in June is MUCH more broad since the contest is for "2 girls doing *anything*", so our competition will be more fierce this time around!

Sioux & Ash~ "Closer" video