FINALLY! Ash has a few good things to report. I love it when things in life start to come together 
I got an appt. to get my teeth pulled by a free dental clinic here in chicago ... in mid JULY. Fuck! Thank god a different dentist saw the pain I was in and asked me to come to her office to pick up some prescriptions that would help me make it to July: 3 refills for antibiotics to kill the bacteria that's causing some of the pain, and some rx strength IBprophen to reduce swelling on those nerves. I feel a little better now, Im hoping it will get less painful as time goes on. She said I should feel much better by the weekend, and now its mon. I hope this isnt as good as it gets.
Got my brakes done, but the guy didnt feel like bleeding the air out, so now I gotta pay someone to do that. Then they'll be awesome and I can drive all crazy again. It did cost a shitload, though.
My net is off and on lately, sometimes for long periods of down time. Its gettin ridiculous now. It's pretty sad when u dont know what to do with yourself when u have no internet.
Its sooo nice to have some fucking GIRL friends again, I missed having some fellow ladies to converse and hang with. I couldnt be happier with my new clan of vixens.
It sure doesnt hurt that all of them are just amazingly beautiful. *sigh*
q's
~Thoughts on parenthood: Ive struggled a LOT in this department because Im far from what anyone could call a "conventional" type mom. Some might even call me a "bad" mom for being the person I am. Do u think that a person should change certain things abt themselves when they become a parent? Obviously there are inevitable lifestyle changes but what I mean is ... does becoming a parent change YOU as a person and who u *are*?
~Abt friendship ... there is a fine line between simply making a mistake .. and completely fucking over your friend. Where does one draw the line here? Have u ever had to sever ties with someone u cared abt over something that a friend did? How abt vice versa?
This journal was brought to you by ...
N-N-Neo! Who has sat here curled up in mums lap, making sure I dont say anything retarded.
And just for fun ... take a look at what I get to handle every day ..
My boys
I got an appt. to get my teeth pulled by a free dental clinic here in chicago ... in mid JULY. Fuck! Thank god a different dentist saw the pain I was in and asked me to come to her office to pick up some prescriptions that would help me make it to July: 3 refills for antibiotics to kill the bacteria that's causing some of the pain, and some rx strength IBprophen to reduce swelling on those nerves. I feel a little better now, Im hoping it will get less painful as time goes on. She said I should feel much better by the weekend, and now its mon. I hope this isnt as good as it gets.
Got my brakes done, but the guy didnt feel like bleeding the air out, so now I gotta pay someone to do that. Then they'll be awesome and I can drive all crazy again. It did cost a shitload, though.
My net is off and on lately, sometimes for long periods of down time. Its gettin ridiculous now. It's pretty sad when u dont know what to do with yourself when u have no internet.
Its sooo nice to have some fucking GIRL friends again, I missed having some fellow ladies to converse and hang with. I couldnt be happier with my new clan of vixens.
It sure doesnt hurt that all of them are just amazingly beautiful. *sigh*
q's
~Thoughts on parenthood: Ive struggled a LOT in this department because Im far from what anyone could call a "conventional" type mom. Some might even call me a "bad" mom for being the person I am. Do u think that a person should change certain things abt themselves when they become a parent? Obviously there are inevitable lifestyle changes but what I mean is ... does becoming a parent change YOU as a person and who u *are*?
~Abt friendship ... there is a fine line between simply making a mistake .. and completely fucking over your friend. Where does one draw the line here? Have u ever had to sever ties with someone u cared abt over something that a friend did? How abt vice versa?
This journal was brought to you by ...
N-N-Neo! Who has sat here curled up in mums lap, making sure I dont say anything retarded.
And just for fun ... take a look at what I get to handle every day ..
My boys
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~Not being a parent, I'm not sure if I can really answer this, but my point of view at the moment is that you should maybe change some of the things you do, but not who you are. Some of the things you like doing don't have to go away entirely when you have a kid, but some consideration for their well-being has to be taken into account while you do them. And who gives a fuck about "conventional" motherhood; if you change who you are because you have a kid, what kind of example are you setting? Could you even honestly teach them anything if the lessons are coming from someone you aren't?
~I'm not entirely sure what you mean here. Mistakes happen, and real friends can usually get over those with an apology and an honest discussion, but maliciously fucking over someone with intent is a different story. If it was an accidental fucking (hah, I like that phrase), then sometimes it may take time for the fucked party to get over it, but without cruel intent they usually will see the circumstances for what they were and at least gain an understanding of what happened. How's that for vague?