ash

Amidst the cataclysm that is my everyday life, I am uncustomarily sedate. Perhaps I am just kidding myself and in actuality I am simply detatched from reality, but at any rate I am extremely grateful for my composure, especially considering our formidable circumstances.

I started a journal explaining every dismaying event, but I changed my mind, figuring "whats really the point?" I can sum it up in much fewer words. We've recently had quite a few unexpected complications, almost all of them were unavoidable financial issues. Then my man (who supports our fam on his income alone) was "let go" from his job.

I know it had to be so difficult for him to have to look me in the eyes and tell me that, but in that moment all I could care abt was him and his pain from feeling like he's let us down. But this man has *never* let me down, and probably never will. Perhaps he let his boss down, but not us. I was so relieved that he'll never have to go back to work for that shady, unethical slime.

Things will change dramatically around here as we both want to finish our education, yet we cant both go at the same time. One will have to support the other and vice versa, so even though Ive been accepted to several different institutions .. my dreams of becoming something more might be put on hold.

Aaaah well, such is life. It's rough, but we've been thru much worse before and survived and I have complete faith that we can pull thru this and become better/stronger ppl in the end.



As promised, here are some photos from the show that I just recieved!

Here is my sexy man on stage ...





Jen playing guitar ... or is she? The world may never know ...



Here's the Wraith live crew plus a girl named Michelle that we know (without her we wouldnt have these photos because my cameras battery decided it wanted to be goth that night and killed itself) and of course yours truly on the far right.



And finally, a pic of me and my man making a retarded face because of the ridiculously bright flash in the dark facility ...



Q's
~Are u an old fashioned type of person who believes that a man should take care of the woman/family, or are u more modern in that u believe a man and a woman should have equal responsibilities?
~What are some of your techniques that u do to keep your cool in a catastrophic situation ?
~What mistakes have u learned from in the past?