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Ya know, I miss everyone here. Im not even sure if most of my ppl are still here, but it's worth a shot. Ive been gone waaay too long. Things for me lately have been rather unfortunate, and Ive decided that Im going to use this blog regularly to really get some of this negativity and frustration OUT. Yeah, I might not be the optimistic ash Ive always been, but Im not going to fake it either. Some of you will love me, some of you will hate me ... but it matters not. The only thing that matters is that I stay *real*, a quality that many of you said was one of my best.

I've gotten fired from my last 3 jobs, 3 different reasons. Ive never been fired before coming to this city. I have decided that management is NOT for me, I need to stick to my passion no matter HOW unrealistic it is. My meds have made me gain weight, and for that I am obviously not pleased .... but it only gives me another excuse to go back to kick boxing. I just bought another heavy weight bag and Im ready to bash the hell out of it to release some of this pent up aggression and at the same time lose some of the weight Ive put on from being so depressed. Its very theraputic.

No more bullshit, Im back this time for good. I cant runaway from everything anymore.

And MAN this site has CHANGED! I wonder if I will still love it the way I used to before. We'll just have to see!!

Bam! Get ready, Im on a rampage! My usual blog questions will resume once Im in the "swing of things" again.
xoxoxo

~@sh