ash

update ...

to everyone who has applied to the models grp: i havent approved anyone because i havent been here in months. im in the process of finding a new owner. please be patient while i approve the hundreds of requests for entry.

to my friends: im thankful for those who have not forgotten me, even after so long. the truth is ... it pains me to be here. when i come, i am reminded of the days when i actually had time to converse and enjoy all of you ... and now i barely have time to eat, sleep and shower. these 70 hour work weeks are draining the soul right out of me. i want to quit so badly but i cant go back to that horrid place i was at when i couldnt afford to eat. it seems there is only one extreme or the other, no happy medium.

i wish i had good news to report.

please know that i am not ignoring any of you. if you've emailed me at my yahoo address, i forgot my password and have since moved onto gmail. i cant check my sg messages at work because the site is blocked.

anyone need baby rats? you know you do! frauleinash@gmail.com

i shall return