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Sunday Apr 30, 2006

Apr 30, 2006
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Omg, she lives!


But just barely. I apologize to all my friends here for not being around, I miss this place. A *lot* has happened in the last few months. A lot of life changing events have taken place.

Im finally working now ... 60 + hours a week. I come home, and go right to sleep. Then I wake up ... and go to work again. Rinse, repeat, rinse, repeat. What a life, eh? Ive finally got money to solve my many financial troubles ... but Im not really sure if that makes this all worth it or not. We'll see. If I could just get in the groove of it all, then maybe I wouldnt feel like Im just wasting my life away.

I dont have time for the things I love anymore. If I could train my body to not need so much sleep, I think I could make things much better. To have 4-6 hours of "Ash time" a day would be an amazing thing, and I think having more time for the things that make me happy is exactly what I need to make my life feel worthwhile.

Theres so much more to say ... so many things have happened, but I cant just cram it all into this entry. I will say, however, that my replies to your posts will be limitted only to the posts that actually *require* a response. Dont take this the wrong way, please. For years, I have responded to every single post Ive gotten ... but I simply dont have the time anymore. frown

Now, I am going to try to commit to once a week journal entries. Is that fair?


q's
~What things make you the most happy in life?
~How do you spend your free time?
~How do you make more time for the things you love?
~When was the last time you had a breakfast buffet? Because I could really use something like that
~What was your favorite toy as a kid?
VIEW 25 of 164 COMMENTS
thejuanupsman:
Hope you and your family had a great Thanksgiving. Miss seeing you around here. Hope all is well.
Nov 24, 2006
allycat_13:
^^^^ Same from me to you, hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving. You just popped into my head. You've been gone for such a long time. Hope everything is well Darlin. kiss
Nov 24, 2006

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