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Tuesday Nov 08, 2005

Nov 8, 2005
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Well ... its happened. The dickhead boss has given both my husband and my jobs away to other people ... after SCREWING US over and over and over and OVER, pushing our start dates back, and back and back ... and after ALL THE HELL that we've had to put up with ...

it was for nothing. Nothing at all.

All my hopes of having a beautiful future ahead of me are now demolished. Or rather ... put on hold for the time being.


I am just sick. I dont know whether to be scared out of my fucking MIND right now, or to be relieved that I never in all my life have to deal with that assface again. Got to find work, just HAVE to.



What the fuck ever, man.













*sigh* Just breathe.










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1~ I was born in Chicago, but consider myself a Floridian cuz I spent more than half my life in Tampa.

2~ I am a Jets fan

3~ I was in a very serious car wreck and will suffer for the rest of my life due to all the surgeries/injuries, yay

4~ I hardly ever wear my natural hair ... always extensions or wigs

5~ I have hardly any family left, so my friends sorta take their place as MOST important in my life (besides my son, duh)

6~ I have toncil problems all the time. They get so swollen all the time, and food will sometimes get stuck in the huge pores and I have to dig it out with a toothpick puke

7~ My scents: Body Spray-Victoria Secrets "Love Spell"
perfume- Coolwater for Women

8~ I am the jack of all trades, master of none

9~ I have a huge scar on my right hand from punching out a window at the pool hall when I was 14 and tripping balls off acid

10~ I was a gifted child in excellerated programs (gawd, dunno what happened after that, heheh)

11~ I used to LOVE to get into fist fights when I was younger, but always for a good cause. I "lost" only one

12~ I love women, and though I have always dreamed of having a beautiful femme gf .. all my gf's have been butch. I guess Im drawn to butch chicks love

13~ I am extremely goofy/silly ... I love to LAUGH more than just abt anything in this world

14~ I am a huge people person and will talk to just abt anybody. Hell, Id say Im probably downright FRIENDLY (imagine that)

15~ Ive never had a pedicure

16~ Im a HUGE cow fan. I love anything that has to do with milk: yogurt, cheese, sour cream, etc. I love the MEAT, all kinds of cow meat ... oh yeah, and who can forget LEATHER?

17~ I am both extremely hard and extremely soft, wrapped up in one big bundle of Ash. It makes for a very confusing life.

18~ My memory is shot to hell ... either from all the drug use or the unusual amounts of stress in my life

19~ I am the best spades partner you'll ever have

20~ I was raised by my grandparents


And there you have it.

VIEW 25 of 43 COMMENTS
beadman:
"Both extremely hard and extremely soft"....that sounds good..I like that description.........one thing..and remember this.....EVERYTHING happens for a reason....in the end..it will be a good thing this happened to you 2...believe that...dont look back...remember what I said about getting up when you get knocked down, flip the bird to bad misfortune...and carry on!! You can do it....you seem so strong to me..and delicate too.........Have a great weekend.... kiss
Nov 10, 2005
m69:
Shitty deal with the assface.

I have to dig shit out of my tonsils too! Holy shit..I thought I was the only one. I use a steak knife. It's gross.

and yes, milk and mild products rule!!
Nov 11, 2005

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