~Phew~
The awesome thing abt hitting rock bottom ... is that things cant get any *worse* for you. Only improve!
I conjured up enough $$ to pay for my tickets & get my license .. and so did my man. Which means ... there shouldnt be ANY fucking reason why we cant start work next thursday. Thats a big plus.
Rent? uhhh ... no. Havent gotten to that yet. ONE step at a time, jesus! After my sons bday was a HUGE success ... the next issue was the license, now its rent. After rent gets figured out ... then comes the smaller bills that arent getting paid.
But the fact remains ... THINGS ARE STARTING TO IMPROVE and Im SO fucking thankful for THAT. Honestly, I dont know how much more stress I coulda handled. But now Im just waiting for the NEXT catastrophy to occur, which it inevitably will
Lets move on to something a little more ... pleasant? My journals have been so shitty lately. I TRY to stay positive, I really fuckin do.
My cat is sooo fuckin rad. Just LOOK at him ...
Jesus he's beautiful. He's my sexy little gentle giant. The ratties LOVE him! They cant get enough of him, they're fuckin obsessed. They climb all over him and clean his ears and fur .. and Robot actually tries to climb in his MOUTH!! She's a trip! Fuckin fearless, this little girl is. The other one, Stripe, is sorta shy. She's taking FOREVER to trust us .. and doesnt go exploring like Robot does, she just wants to hide. I dunno what her problem is, they're from the same litter, so they were raised exactly the same.
I had forgotten how much I loved rats. They're such awesome pets. So fascinating to watch!
Lets have a look ...
This is stripe ... u can sorta see why Billy named her stripe .. its on her forhead
Heres a better pic of her markings. She's a capped rat
WHAT THE FUCK!? I dont need a dentist!!
HELP MEEE!! Theyre trying to eat my BRAINS!!!
Arent they cute?
q's
~So .. what do u think? Are they cute or what?
How do u feel abt rats as pets?
~What kind of pets do u have? What would u LIKE to have? (I mean pets that u can actually keep)
~What lifts your spirits better than anything else in the world?
~What drives you? You know .. what gives u motivation? Power to move forward and progress?
The awesome thing abt hitting rock bottom ... is that things cant get any *worse* for you. Only improve!
I conjured up enough $$ to pay for my tickets & get my license .. and so did my man. Which means ... there shouldnt be ANY fucking reason why we cant start work next thursday. Thats a big plus.
Rent? uhhh ... no. Havent gotten to that yet. ONE step at a time, jesus! After my sons bday was a HUGE success ... the next issue was the license, now its rent. After rent gets figured out ... then comes the smaller bills that arent getting paid.
But the fact remains ... THINGS ARE STARTING TO IMPROVE and Im SO fucking thankful for THAT. Honestly, I dont know how much more stress I coulda handled. But now Im just waiting for the NEXT catastrophy to occur, which it inevitably will
Lets move on to something a little more ... pleasant? My journals have been so shitty lately. I TRY to stay positive, I really fuckin do.
My cat is sooo fuckin rad. Just LOOK at him ...
Jesus he's beautiful. He's my sexy little gentle giant. The ratties LOVE him! They cant get enough of him, they're fuckin obsessed. They climb all over him and clean his ears and fur .. and Robot actually tries to climb in his MOUTH!! She's a trip! Fuckin fearless, this little girl is. The other one, Stripe, is sorta shy. She's taking FOREVER to trust us .. and doesnt go exploring like Robot does, she just wants to hide. I dunno what her problem is, they're from the same litter, so they were raised exactly the same.
I had forgotten how much I loved rats. They're such awesome pets. So fascinating to watch!
Lets have a look ...
This is stripe ... u can sorta see why Billy named her stripe .. its on her forhead
Heres a better pic of her markings. She's a capped rat
WHAT THE FUCK!? I dont need a dentist!!
HELP MEEE!! Theyre trying to eat my BRAINS!!!
Arent they cute?
q's
~So .. what do u think? Are they cute or what?
How do u feel abt rats as pets?
~What kind of pets do u have? What would u LIKE to have? (I mean pets that u can actually keep)
~What lifts your spirits better than anything else in the world?
~What drives you? You know .. what gives u motivation? Power to move forward and progress?
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He was certainly that size tho, massive.
JD