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Friday Oct 07, 2005

Oct 7, 2005
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Winter is coming, its 40 degrees out today. I fuckin love it! My job starts next week and Ill be making good money. Things are starting to change. Im feeling very content. Im waiting for the next catastrophe to strike my world. Once you start noticing a pattern .. you come to expect these things. I am going to be prepared.

**Brace yourself**

I need warm clothes pretty badly. I dont have any that fit me because of my weight gain. frown Maaaaan. Hopefully by December Ill have lost another 10 pounds and I can start to fit into a few things.




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Its funny how someone can be *so* perfect for you ... so very close to being EXACTLY who you are, yet so very different. The only significant difference between me and my "better half" is that I am a people person, and he HATES ppl. Im so extroverted/positive and he's so introverted/negative. Both of us have lived very difficult lives and have been shat on (yes, shat is an actual word, dont u just LOVE it?) more times than we can count ... but I always maintain faith while he does not.

I think it balances us out ... I am often too trusting and, not to toot my own horn, but Im extremely friendly to everyone I come in contact with as long as theyre respectful of me ... this can lead to problems later on. Ppl will walk on you. Take advantage. Use you. But at the same time, I dont think he gives ppl the chance to prove their worth .. so thats when I step in and point out the positives. It works well for us, but its kinda funny how things work.

I want to make a difference in the way ppl like me are viewed, and by "ppl like me", I mean ppl with tattoos, piercings, and things of that nature. I know that society usually views us as being "angry" or "rude" ppl (and probably a lot worse), but I just love it when ppl are shocked because Im actually a very normal person who enjoys life (for the most part anyways).


q's
~What's your favorite type of dog?
~Have u ever tried hungarian food? If so, was it at a restaraunt? If so, where the fuck is/was it (because I need to fuckin eat some soon before I FREAK out)!?
~Speaking of ethnic foods, what's your fave type of ethnic food?
~Do opposites attract? And why or why not?
~What the hell would u do if you could turn invisible?




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cheesy:
Yeah, they are for sale over here.

I love playing with ferrets. They are just so adorable. Although I think it's best I wait to get one. I've already got 8 pets to look after which means I clean up a whole load of poo! So no problem on that front.

Oct 12, 2005
yebutz:
come on...it wasn't the vicodin...christ the vics wouldn't even get rid of my headache...it was the last of my recent shipment. frown

and it's PITTSBURGH!!!! i'm in PGH...philly, ptoee.
i spit on philly.
-me
Oct 12, 2005

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