So...let's play vulnerability confession. I am alone right now for the first time in months. All I want to do is get fucked up and write. But the anxiety I feel is crushing. And I know that it is because I am alone. I used to be good at being alone. Tell you what- it takes some fucking getting used to. Something to be said about the fact that my instinct is to revert to bad habits the instant I am left alone. So that's my Saturday night confession. What's yours?
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harshrocker:
Being alone can be tough. Anxiety about doing creative stuff happens - the fear of making a mistake or messing up a project midway, etc. I always used to drink too much, but I took last year off and reset myself. I'll have an occasional beer here and there now, but only one. Glad I took the break.
devilsfavoriteson:
I am so sorry that you are alone right now. Being alone and isolated is one of the worst feelings that I can imagine, so message me anytime that you fell like it. I am trying to keep sober now. It sucks, but I'm hoping that you can see through this day until tomorrow--write, but don't get fucked up! The fact that you have another drive (to write) now is awesome! Push to and through that other drive! I'd like to say that I am with you, but we don't know one another at all. I am responding to your "vulnerable" photo. If you feel vulnerable posting your own majestic face, then my brow, split by two bats and a heavy pipe, should never be seen in a public space, lol. You are very beautiful, @asema. Never forget that.