Dinner with the girls 💃🏻

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I had such a good time meeting these ladies last weekend! True to form I was super nervous to be around such beautiful women so I didn't talk much but I had a great time and am looking forward to reuniting this weekend for shoots on the Gold Coast! @arachnie @asloke @blossyblue @diamant @morgull @sookysins

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dtimm87:
I'm just happy to be along for the ride 😁 You'll make a fantastic hopeful!
aschiron:
Thank you :D :D :D @dtimm87 your support means a lot!!

Friends

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I have been having such an amazing time on Suicide Girls! So glad that I finally started putting myself out to the community. I just wanted to give some love back to the amazing people that I've met in SG Land so far:

@cheshire_ was one of the first women I made contact with on here, she has a great sense of humour and I'm
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aschiron:
You've helped me so much too @fluffrowe I'm forever grateful to have met you!! <3
lawrence76:
They are SO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥!!😍😍😍🤘🏼🤘🏼

journal entry 20/11/21

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The way the moonlight shines on your skin
Those green eyes staring right into my soul
But I can't quite reach you
Let me in
I'm a little bit obsessed with you, girl
I wanna see you spark that match
Shine that light
You're crazy smart
Of course you never belonged here
Come dance with us

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rikimaru02:
Beautiful!
aschiron:
Thanks you gorgeous people! @romous117 @rikimaru02

Meet Rudie

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I got a puppy two days ago, we adopted a five month old Bull Arab from the animal shelter where I volunteer.

She seems to be a couch potato, just like me! But today we did go to the duck ponds for a sniff, very exciting!

I have been struggling with my mental health lately and nearly had another manic episode yesterday after insomnia struck
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denpage:
Sweet sweet baby!❤️❤️❤️
burden_in_my_hand:
Aww what a cutie pie 😍

Insomnia

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My insomnia is back with a vengeance since beginning to taper off my meds. I should probably stop scrolling through instagram and SG Land - these social media stimulants aren't helping! But I'm a bit addicted to my online life lately. I haven't been very happy with my appearance unless I'm wearing makeup and my skin has been so bad that I don't want to...
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burden_in_my_hand:
It makes me smile to read this @ash_oh . Made my dreary Monday better. So glad. It’s f#cking hard work!! And I know you already know this, but I often think it’s super important to acknowledge what might seem like small wins and gains… because in reality they aren’t always small… they are kinda huge 🙂. Have a beautiful week 🙏
aschiron:
Thank you so much @burden_in_my_hand I hope you have a wonderful week too! Mine is off to a great start with some photography and spending time in nature. Just getting out of bed and going somewhere is a win, never mind making art at the same time! I'm feeling so blessed 🌻

Identifying as "emo"

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I just got back from a walk to the local shops dressed like this:

I have had these leggings for so many years but never had the guts to wear them in public (they are very form-fitting).

Back in high school I was crossing the road one day when a complete stranger spat out their window "Fucking emo c**t" at me, and ever since I
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aschiron:
Thank you sooo much 🥰 @fluffrowe a little off topic but I just stumbled across a quote in my journal that I thought might resonate with you; "We all start out knowing magic. We are born with whirlwinds, forest fires and comets inside us. We are born able to sing to birds and read the clouds and see our destiny in grains of sand. But then we get the magic educated right out of our souls. We get it churched out, spanked out, washed out and combed out. We get put on the straight and narrow and told to be responsible. Told to act our age. Told to grow up, for God's sake. And you know why we were told that? Because the people doing the telling were afraid of our wildness and youth, and because the magic we knew made them ashamed and sad of what they'd allowed to wither in themselves." - Robert McCammon
fluffrowe:
@ash_oh that's a wonderful quote and oh, so true! I think we should all reconnect with the inner Peter Pan in all of us and reclaim some joy that has been extracted from us by parents, teachers and, to some extent, the police! Too many people lose the ability to have true joy in their lives because they've forgotten how to! Turn the music up, pierce your skin, dye your hair, ink your body, choose life until you die and enjoy every moment of it!!! ❤ Xx

Really missing the blonde hair...

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Pretty bored on this rainy Saturday night without my gaming consoles! Would anybody be interested in watching me stream on Twitch?

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aschiron:
Thanks @jaytee78 🥰
lawrence76:
😍😍💛💛💛💛💛🤘🏼🤘🏼

Alcoholism & Depression

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I want to write about the drinking culture in this country and how hard it was for me to get away from that addictive relationship.
How I needed a crutch for so long, needing the confidence it gave me to be sociable while battling severe anxiety.
I hit 100 days without a drink back in December (unfortunately the only thing that stopped that habit was...
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aschiron:
Wow, that old already? I remember playing Morrowind as a teenager. Starting to feel it @jaytee78
jaytee78:
@ash_oh I went the other way, oblivion first, then skyrim, then tried morrowind. Lol

Long time creeper, first time blogger

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Greetings, SG Land!

It's very early morning in Australia and I can't sleep, I'm too excited since FINALLY applying to be a Hopeful earlier tonight ^.^ so I thought I'd introduce myself..

My name is Ash, I'm level 30 and I moved to the Gold Coast in October last year to spend time with my best friend of 7 years before I was supposed to
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tarot:
What a wonderful blog! Welcome to theagical land of hopefuls 🥰
aschiron:
@amaryllis thank you so much beautiful lady 🥰💕