This site appears to be over 9000 times more pleasant than it was before my hiatus. It used to be genuinely scary circa 2008. I don't really enjoy arguing over the internet and didn't enjoy being classed as a Hopezilla (I just really like SG photos and feel honoured to be part of something so iconic) I am undoubtably a mentalist, but my crazy doesn't fire in that particular direction.
This site is awesome nowadays. I have had some genuine fun on here since I have been back. I also like the nice lilac tone I now post in (is that a new thing?) Obviously I want to turn pink one day, but lilac seems pretty cool for now.
I am super excited about shooting my next set! I have done a lot of growing up in recent years on a number of levels. Most relevent to SG is my coming to terms with my sexuality. I'm into BDSM. I'm a sub. I don't know why it has taken me so long to process this, but it has. Coming out has been such a relief. (Also, incredibly anti climatic. No one I know seems even vaguely surprised, either everyone I know is cool as fuck or I have been dealing with some serious denial issues over the years).
Looking back at my old set, I still think it is cute but it is way vanilla. I can't wait to cross over to the dark-side in my next one.
