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I feel a little better now, and a little worse in a way.

I spoke on with my recent ex-girlfriend Amanda today and vented a great deal of my frustration with her. Of course, she's angry with me now.

See, immediately after Amanda and I seperated she started seeing another guy. A guy that I worried she might have had an interested in for some...
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Finally made it home. Well, I've been home for just over an hour now, but I had to make myself some dinner since my fellow travellers didn't care to stop on the way. Of course, they all enjoy late dinners. I just had a late snack of fucking tater-tots so that I wouldn't have a lead weight in my gut all night. They're good people...
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At the Marriot, Somerset, NJ. The first day of our training wasn't bad. The continental breakfast that came with the training was great. It wasn't much, but it was all good stuff. The lunch wasn't all that great. We were on our own for dinner. Yesterday we went to Porter's, which is the restaurant in the hotel. Great dinner there, and tonight we went to...
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I'm feeling better. In fact, I'm feeling well enough that I've been working out this week. Of course, I am out of shape, and my workouts have been reminders of such. Still, it felt good to jog in the afternoon sun and get all sweaty and stinky. I enjoyed the time to myself and the thoughts that ran through my head -- except for the...
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Summertime colds suck.

Trying to decide whether or not I should call the girlfriend. We're sorta on the rocks and we haven't spoken in a few days.

I need to get a new photo up here.

I need to post more.

I need to get rid of this cold.

Yeah, fun stuff all around. Hopefully it will be a nice holiday weekend. Maybe I can...
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Ill twice in one week. This certainly hasn't been the greatest vacation of my life. I've been ill at some point on every vacation I've taken from this agency though. The girlfriend wondered why that was. I think it's just the fact that I have to wait until I'm so worn down that I'm better of not putting in for vacation and just waiting to...
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Finally, some broadband. I am so tired of the dial-up at home. Not much of a choice though without spending a fortune for the hardware to get the net through DirecTV. I should be moving soon now. That's actually how I'm connecting. I'm visiting the girlfriend. I set up a mixed home network (wireless and wired) so that I could connect from my notebook. She...
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Irony: Wishing for free time away from work so that I might do something for myself and wallowing at home --bored-- once that free time is available.

I must say that I am knackered and as such have been less than interested in engaging in much activity at all. I threw myself atop my bed for nearly ninety minutes after returning from work. I then...
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Twentyfour hours on the clock in two days. My knees are sore from having to lift on a client so much today. We're short staffed and I'm praying that I'm not getting hit for extra hours tomorrow. With luck I can try to flex the extra hours off on Wednesday. I'd try for a couple of hours tomorrow to flex but we scheduled a meeting....
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I hate that I need two cell phones. One for people to call when they want to get in contact with me, another to ensure that I get messages from businesses that require that I have a contact number. Still, the expense of having two telephones on my own is a bit excessive.

Getting ready to run off to Rutland with the girl. Just waiting...
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Another week of work behind me. Excellent.

Tomorrow I'll probably just lay in bed watching movies.

I've been having nightmares almost every night for the past three weeks now. I'm fucking exhausted and so stubborn that I'm trying to keep my normal hours.

I need to spend a night drinking like mad.

I wish Everclear was legal in New York.

I wish I had brought...
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Forgive the cliche, but Ultra Violet sucked like a Hoover. I should have watched 16 Blocks.

Ultra Violet lacked any interesting plot, failed to encourage the audience to give a damn about the outcome of the struggle, and had cheesy overused combat sequences with equally cheesy special effects.

Do yourself a favor and save yourself the money. Fortunately my theatre only charges $5.50 for...
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