hi , as we whisper, happy belated b day, i was just looking at the local sg members, i live , in eastie, i am originally from lynn, a not so great city about 10 mins. from boston, i read your profileand journals, i really liked them, you are very honest in them. you probably are never that honest in social situations? i identify, i however love this city, i lived in southie, somerville, cambridge and of all places eastie. very ethnic ,old school, but these are the true bostonians, this is the best city i assure you. i have been into the hard core, scene for a long time, from the hay days of F.S.U., hanging at local 186 in allston, a little before your time, but it has dwindled, the rat is gone . all the shows are in worchesater or lowell. i to, have lost touch, with those days . i listen to alot of the bands you mentioned, i still love the old school stuff . but i really dig some of the new stuff, like as i lay dying, lamb of god, ;;they are the next slayer;;, i just went to that metal fest in lowell a while back, poisoin the well were great, i really like norma jean too., any way u dont even know me , and from your journal i got the impression u dont like being hit on, wich in all honesty i am not, i think u got heart, something lacking in a lot of girls i meet these days. when i was reading and you were being hiton by that guy i thought good for her, i am a man, people see me and think, he is hard or tough ,what ever, i am not, i am the biggest baby , most sensitive guy you will ever meet, when you were describing being hit on by a cornball like that and taking care of yourself and dissmissing himlike that, i was proud of ya... and here i am afraid to say hi, i would never say lame shit like that,. i love this site , i have a good job i dont need money . but i asked them how i could become a suicide boy we;ll see. i just like what this stands for. p.s. you caughtme on a nite i felt like socializing, wich is rare, i just dont under stand why people hurt each others feelings, so keep to myself , i mean i have friends and stuff, i just dont like putting myself out there . wow, i am out , and i think u know , but i will tell u u r cute and more!!!!

hey am new to this i shouldnt leave such long test. huhwhateva