as_we_whisper

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here




blarg.
can i stop judging everyone so much?
everyone in my life is making the worst decisions, and thinking they wont be hurt when it comes down to it, but they will, and they wont listen and they keep making their bad choices. its so retarded.

i also cant stop looking at everyone without thinking how gross they are.
like im one to judge?
if they saw me, really saw me, theyd know im not one to judge them..
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i keep looking at my life like its moving forward and good things are happening to me, and it was feeling like that for awhile, then things started going in reverse, shitty things happened, i did stupid things (or at least they seem stupid now after the outcome), i started to hate everyone again, not that i stopped, but it wasnt a big thing every second of the day, now it is.
what the hell is wrong with me, jesus.

bleh, and cause im sick, and sick with the people who surround me, i havent been able to eat, and none of my clothes fit, its gross.

x_x