well then...
its been an intersting week to say the least, i ran away to boston on sunday night, and stayed with my cousin every night except one, which was spent with a wonderful boy who im afraid hates me now...but he says he doesnt and he has things going on, maybe i dont trust people enough, but i have reason ive been screwed over by anyone and everyone possibly, right down to my own dad, so when i trust someone, and then i dont get called or whatever else, i get scared. blah blah. im a fag right now i guess, whatever. im sure everything will be fine.
*sigh*
then as im on the T i start looking at all these people and just getting pissed about them, like everyone on that train looked like such a waste of life to me, as im sure i did to them, but i dunno, maybe im in perma bitch mode these past few days cause things seem weird, whatever those things may be.
i also ventured right into the riots last night after the sox won the fucking world series, so amazing.
i got pepper sprayed or whatever the hell they had last night, thrown off the stairs of some building why i was trying to run away by a riot cop, it was insane to say the least, but it was fun, except when that guy shoved me while i was in mid run down steps, i almost fell, and had my drunkeness not worn off by then, im sure i woulda fallen and then been trampled...ah boston
i have to work tomorrow, then my move to boston for the week adevnture begins that night or saturday morning, and on saturday, im getting my septum pierced, and then going to a party as a pirate.
so good, i cant wait.
its been an intersting week to say the least, i ran away to boston on sunday night, and stayed with my cousin every night except one, which was spent with a wonderful boy who im afraid hates me now...but he says he doesnt and he has things going on, maybe i dont trust people enough, but i have reason ive been screwed over by anyone and everyone possibly, right down to my own dad, so when i trust someone, and then i dont get called or whatever else, i get scared. blah blah. im a fag right now i guess, whatever. im sure everything will be fine.
*sigh*
then as im on the T i start looking at all these people and just getting pissed about them, like everyone on that train looked like such a waste of life to me, as im sure i did to them, but i dunno, maybe im in perma bitch mode these past few days cause things seem weird, whatever those things may be.
i also ventured right into the riots last night after the sox won the fucking world series, so amazing.
i got pepper sprayed or whatever the hell they had last night, thrown off the stairs of some building why i was trying to run away by a riot cop, it was insane to say the least, but it was fun, except when that guy shoved me while i was in mid run down steps, i almost fell, and had my drunkeness not worn off by then, im sure i woulda fallen and then been trampled...ah boston
i have to work tomorrow, then my move to boston for the week adevnture begins that night or saturday morning, and on saturday, im getting my septum pierced, and then going to a party as a pirate.
so good, i cant wait.
and the red line is totaly like that. i find it's best to avoid sitting near anyone who might try to talk to you. especially any one over 30, you can't trust them