as_we_whisper's SuicideGirls Blog

drugs fix things.
boys hurt me again.
one in particular, he caught me off guard, made me fall hard, and hes not here as of last night.
but again, the drugs.
<3

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bigfloppy:

drugs are bad ummkay...

oh and ill stap him if you want me to

Dec 20, 2005

sureality:

I know you have been a fan of my work in the past, so I figured I would let you know my new film is posted in my journal today. Come check it out before YT pulls it down.

Feb 21, 2009

so im alive still.
haha.
i started beauty school last week.
and no i will not be a dropout like that damn song everyone sings to me when they find out.
so i go to school 9-4, then work 5-1am almost everday. dunno how im alive.
i met a super nice guy.
hopefully things fall into place or work out in my favor for once....
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tedriot313:

happy turkey day

Nov 24, 2005

amaya:

youre beautiful

Dec 1, 2005

be back soon <3

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allied:

Hey, did you go gray for a little while? You OK?

Sep 22, 2005

killgannon:

YAY your back!! c poor people can afford sg!

Sep 24, 2005

so, my grandmother passed away monday morning, i went to the wake earlier and its so strange to see her laying there and not breathing. it sucks a whole fucking lot, but such is the way of life.
the boy is in jail, and officially not MY boy anymore, in fact, my ex and i are gonna be getting back together i beleive. which im...
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grumpyoldbastard:

sorry, was she a fun person to be around when she was here.

Aug 31, 2005

loola:

been thinking about you...and your grandma. i love you.

Sep 2, 2005

i move so soon.
im poor.
the boy is a fucking jerk.
but life isnt bad.
eh

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darkestangel:

Good luck with the move!

Aug 29, 2005

tedriot313:

I haven't been online much lately either. Royal Oak Michigan is where I'm planning on moving. my friends out in Denver want me too move there but I'd miss my gal too much

Aug 31, 2005

im 21. ive been drunk alot.i got my monroe pierced. i wanna fight my boyfriend, but i have the worlds biggest crush on him. um, im poor, and that is it!

xo

ps!
thanks for all my birthday wishes!! you all are amazing <3<3<3

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solisipist:

hi , as we whisper, happy belated b day, i was just looking at the local sg members, i live , in eastie, i am originally from lynn, a not so great city about 10 mins. from boston, i read your profileand journals, i really liked them, you are very honest in them. you probably are never that honest in social situations? i identify, i however love this city, i lived in southie, somerville, cambridge and of all places eastie. very ethnic ,old school, but these are the true bostonians, this is the best city i assure you. i have been into the hard core, scene for a long time, from the hay days of F.S.U., hanging at local 186 in allston, a little before your time, but it has dwindled, the rat is gone . all the shows are in worchesater or lowell. i to, have lost touch, with those days . i listen to alot of the bands you mentioned, i still love the old school stuff . but i really dig some of the new stuff, like as i lay dying, lamb of god, ;;they are the next slayer;;, i just went to that metal fest in lowell a while back, poisoin the well were great, i really like norma jean too., any way u dont even know me , and from your journal i got the impression u dont like being hit on, wich in all honesty i am not, i think u got heart, something lacking in a lot of girls i meet these days. when i was reading and you were being hiton by that guy i thought good for her, i am a man, people see me and think, he is hard or tough ,what ever, i am not, i am the biggest baby , most sensitive guy you will ever meet, when you were describing being hit on by a cornball like that and taking care of yourself and dissmissing himlike that, i was proud of ya... and here i am afraid to say hi, i would never say lame shit like that,. i love this site , i have a good job i dont need money . but i asked them how i could become a suicide boy we;ll see. i just like what this stands for. p.s. you caughtme on a nite i felt like socializing, wich is rare, i just dont under stand why people hurt each others feelings, so keep to myself , i mean i have friends and stuff, i just dont like putting myself out there . wow, i am out , and i think u know , but i will tell u u r cute and more!!!!

Aug 10, 2005

solisipist:

hey am new to this i shouldnt leave such long test. huhwhateva

Aug 10, 2005

So,
i figured i should update this, cause i never do.

here goes
- new boy, amazing boy, and im falling in love with him! ive known him since i was in 8th grade but we lost touch in high school, so we are reunited and have both turned into the same person.
weird facts, we have the same initials, and i have the same...
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