artslut

thank you alligator for the sweet comment. Im feeling much better now,. I just kept on thinking where im i going to go in life. I need some structure and discipline because without that, im really going no where. Lets see, I have finished two years of school and currently have a 3.0 average. I have the drive to finish school, and I will. BUT, I have a fear of failure and dissapointment. I havent been sleeping well, everytime I go through one of these moods my sleeping patern goes berserk. last night i literally stayed in bed awake for about four hours trying to go to sleep, i didnt fall asleep until the sun started to come out and I had to be at work at 9, eerrrr..... I dont think im doin too bad.

My mom, step-father, and brother are in town for some conference that my mom and step-father are goin to and my little bro is by himself in the hotel room, so im goin to go and hang with him for a while. and tommorow i might take him out to six flags and the day after theres a family reunion and the day after that some friends that i grew up with are currently touring in a band called scary kids scaring kids, for short "scary kids," and they are going to be in hollywood on sunday so i'm going to check them out and say hi. they are actually pretty good,

GO TO THEIR SITE NOW!!!!!!!
http://www.scarykids.com/

o, i have the next three days of work, RAWK!!!!

adios

update: im currently working on this drawing







and im drunk