artslut

Im just came to the this conclusion. whatever her decision maybe, I need to take it like a fuckin man.

Im sick of worrying about this, if it wasn't meant to be, then it wasn't fuckin meant to be, though it is goin to hurt worse than a motherfucker if she tells me she doesn't want to get back with me.

Im going to start school pretty soon, there are soo many other girls out there. I just need to try to stop sizing them up to danielle.

I do miss her a fuckin bunch and I couldn't go to sleep the past couple of nights because all I can think about was in my last journal entry.


if she tells me no Im going to have to take a serious break from her, because I know ill fall for her in no time. I don't know if i ever could get over her, thats why i need distance and maybe permanent, i don't know.

though if she does get back with me I know im going to put my whole heart and soul into this relationship and I know it'll last.

the hardest part is trieing not to think about her, though it seems like its impossible.