artslut

I don't know whats been going on with me lately. I have been such an introvert, just me, my pipe, and my kitten. I start to write an entry and I type in a few words, but it all seems like meaningless dribble. I read someones entry and I want to write a comment and i do but then i erase it and i don't do one at all. I don't want to answer any phone calls. I think its all this stress that I've had recently, it's really gaining up on me. The past three days including today I have had off work, it's so hard for me to get up and do something productive, the first day not a damn thing, second day I got off my ass and picked up some grocerys and I looked up some stuff on ebay and bet on a Nintendo, the orginal one , and today and I need to get some new tags for my car and make some dinner and hopfully take care of some personal issues.

and this god damn stuttering!!! I fuckin hate it, I'm trying to get a job and i talk to the big guy and I fuckin stutter.
I'm a mess...