artslut

I'm an asshole....

-I broke up with my girlfriend. I felt that it was the right move since I wasn't feeling happy with the way things were going. I fell in love with her and I still do love her but I don't want to call her becuase I can see by her journal entrys that she is still hurt about what happened. I want to wait and let this thing cool down a bit. I felt like calling her so many times but I refrained because some friend of mine told me not to, it was too quick. and the reason why I feel like a "fucking asshole" is because I feel very gulty. I feel guilty because she feels like shit and that makes me feel like shit.

we went out for about 4 months and I did not feel as comfortable with her as i thought I should be. we weren't getting along, it was like every week that we got into some argument and it felt very redundant and useless. I told her that my reason for breaking it off was because "I felt like I had to walk around her and not walk to her." I don't think she got it, do you? then I clarifeid and she did not agree, why should someone stay with someone if they fight once every week, if not more.