artslut

hello.

sorry I have been a little disconnecected, literally. I didn't have a way on getting on for a long time, let me see, since...damn almost a full month! well anywho, now that I do have the internet again and my new place I'll keep you guys posted.

well lets see, I hope all your holidays went well, they did for me. I spent christmas through new years break with my father on his boat, it was awesome. There was a music shop down from the pier and got some great music. umm. dieselboy: project human, DJ coldcut: Journeys, and so far one of my fave album is Lifted by Bright Eyes, it's such a great record! the surprising thing I'm not really big on emo, go fig. I just woke up and I'm little groggy and a little down, well really down because I just got into a fight with my girl last night and now i will bore you with my problems. what a come back, hehe.



i'm tired of games, immaturity, and mostly of all, selfishness.
... thats is all

I think I should start dating old broads.
someone once told me that middle aged women are the greatest lays, and hey I might find some true intimacy. but then again I see myself falling for somone who is around twice my age and when I'm lets say thirty, she's gonna be SIXTY,
, well that blows that idea away. Maybe one day I will find true love, i think I have my dads curse, married six times and going on his seventh. err...

and people tell me I'm too young. Ill be the big TWO-ONE in two days!!!!!!!!!!!!whoa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my days of illegal alcohol consumption are almost gone .

man things havent been going my way lately, my day of legal drinking and legal gambling is on the day I start school, damn! and the girl who I was(possibly still, but not madly anymore) madly in love is showing me things about herself that I really don't like. and a really good friend of mine has been contemplating suicide, god damn it!











BRING IT!!!!!