*not to the people who reading this, if you don't want to hear depressing rambling do not read this.
Bettie called me today, if you havent heard about bettie it's this girl who I have been after for the longest time and we had sex and then she drops me flat on my face. I tell her how I feel and all she does is talk about her ex, fine they just broke up and she needs an ear to talk to and of course being the nice guy that I am, i listen and give her my unbiased advice, I bring myself outside of this emotional suffocation that she has me under and I tell her my honest thoughts, so time goes on and it seems like that is always the topic of our conversation, and when it's not i'm having the time of my life. I normally don't fall for girls this hard and this is killing me. so then i tell her straight out, i tell her that i honsetly think that im' the rebound, i'm the person where she goes to get consoled and where she gets advice and when she feels horny she fuck around with me. I FUCKIN HATE MIND GAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes it seems like she doesn';t have a soul, deoesn't realize who she's hurting. So I stop calling her and i think she starts to realize what she's is doing so we don't talk for like three days and about 15 minutes ago she call me from a wedding completly fucking drunk tells me that their is this really hot guy that she wants to fuck!!!! what the FUCK is going through her mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she just breaks up with her boyfriend and starts to play with my emotions like it's her ball of yarn where she can claw at as much as possible and then goes out and calls me and tells me she wants to "FUCK, this really hot guy!!" I just want to call her back and tell her what the fuck is her problem and never, NEVER! call me again, because what she is doing is fuckin inconsidirate and very cold. sometime I start to think about people, how fucked up they can really be.
Bettie called me today, if you havent heard about bettie it's this girl who I have been after for the longest time and we had sex and then she drops me flat on my face. I tell her how I feel and all she does is talk about her ex, fine they just broke up and she needs an ear to talk to and of course being the nice guy that I am, i listen and give her my unbiased advice, I bring myself outside of this emotional suffocation that she has me under and I tell her my honest thoughts, so time goes on and it seems like that is always the topic of our conversation, and when it's not i'm having the time of my life. I normally don't fall for girls this hard and this is killing me. so then i tell her straight out, i tell her that i honsetly think that im' the rebound, i'm the person where she goes to get consoled and where she gets advice and when she feels horny she fuck around with me. I FUCKIN HATE MIND GAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes it seems like she doesn';t have a soul, deoesn't realize who she's hurting. So I stop calling her and i think she starts to realize what she's is doing so we don't talk for like three days and about 15 minutes ago she call me from a wedding completly fucking drunk tells me that their is this really hot guy that she wants to fuck!!!! what the FUCK is going through her mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she just breaks up with her boyfriend and starts to play with my emotions like it's her ball of yarn where she can claw at as much as possible and then goes out and calls me and tells me she wants to "FUCK, this really hot guy!!" I just want to call her back and tell her what the fuck is her problem and never, NEVER! call me again, because what she is doing is fuckin inconsidirate and very cold. sometime I start to think about people, how fucked up they can really be.
artslut:
sorry to anyone who reads this