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girls are fucking confusing! I don't know... well i just got off work after a thirteen hour day! god, i really dread working those shifts. time seems like it goes on forever. hours seem like days, minutes seem like hours and seconds seem like minutes, aarrrggghhh!!!! you know i'm going to try not to put such an emphasis on trying to find a relationship, it really gets me no where. i've been trying to look for a decent girl, and can't seem to find one, it seems like they are all about the chase. and if thats they want thats what they are going to get, and last night was a good night because I GOT SOME ACTION, lol. fuck about having meaningful fucks, it's seems like no one really gives a shit, about dating and falling in love and la shra la di da.(listeneing to Charlie Parkker with Dizzie Gillespie, very good) just sex, horny bastards! im going to have a revolution in my life, and the revolution starts as of right now, im not going to care about relationships, about meaniful sex, and meaningful chatter, just sex, i will become a whore, lol. i am going to become a SEX MACHEIN, a freakin SEXAHOLIC, a FUCKING SLUT, A RAGING WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM THE FUCKIN' MAN!






sorry for the outburst, but i had to let it somehow

and I don't know why but I keep having this re-occuring dream that there is a black cadillac doing a drive by at my house, i can't find a connection