I had one of the best nights eva!!!!! well, if you have been reading my journal entries you would know about that one girl who I have had a crush on and took on a date and paid for everything and at the end she clarifeid it for me that we are "just hangin' out." well we "hung out" today and saw American Splendor, which was a very very very very very veeeeerrryyy goooood moovie, i loved it. she told me that her ex-boyfriend
just moved to California
and he won't be coming back
, i felt really bad for her, honestly. after the movie we went to this coffee house where they serve really good food and we ate, had a really good time and after when were about to leave her ex calls and asks her what she was doing and she said hanging out with me, he then proceeds to call her a " filthy whore"
and makes her cry right infront of me, HE walked on HER! fucking asshole, they were going to get back together and had sex and the next day he left!!! She looked sooo helpless, i wanted to give her a hug and pull out the thorns that were stuck in her heart by that fucking doosh bag!! Then i aked her if she wanted to go for a walk since there was people around her and we did, as soon as we got up i gave her a hug, it felt sooo good, because it left a smile on her face. we walked and i told her why did she still want him after he called her that, and she told me that that was normal for him to call her that!
i would never in my life call someone that, only fucking pricks like him. after a while i told her that I wouldn't ever think to say that to a girl and that he was a loser, its his fucking lose, my god she is sooo sensitive and I can see that she is really honest and sincere. then here comes the good news
she said that she has had a crush on me! then i told her i how much i liked her,WWWOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO
!!!!!!!!!! she told me that she liked me since the first class we had together which was over a year ago and wanted to ask for my numnber but sh didn't becuase she was too shy, god i'm a fucking dumbass! completely oblivous to hints from girls. we could've hit it off and she would have never met that fucking disgrace to the male sex!!!!!!!!!!!! and on the way back to her house she still seemed down for what happened and i told her that i had to make a quick trip to target and i got her a little stuffed dog and that completely made her night and also got a few browine points! and when we went to her house and we kissed, and it was fucking amazing! but i don't know if she is going to regret doing it because she told me that she is still not over her ex and i said that i wouldn't mind waiting until she did. i don't know if it's going to be awkward the next time i see her, i hope it;s not. god she's beautiful
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