TODAY SUCKS!
My roomates have been mooching of me for the past month, they havent paid there rent for this month, they have been eating my food, i've been giving them rides to where there hearts please. It all sarted out when my last roomate moved out and right after he moved out i met this girl who needed a place to stay because she got kicked out of her house. she said that her boyfriend and her would maek it up to me on their next paycheck, well it turns out that her bf was unemployed and didn't have any money and the last check that he got was supposevly was going to be for two hundred dollars and her check was going to be around three hundred. Well, it turns out that his paycheck was for a meesly eighty dollars and hers was for $120.00. oh and by the way i lend them a hundred dollars when they didn't have it at the begginigng of this month and they still havent paid back a dime. all i asked was to pay me back my hundred dollars, they don't have to pay me for the food the ate, i'm just tooooooooo fffuuuuuuuuuckin niiiiiice! and it's FUCKIN ME OVER!!!! I fuckin hate this. well anyway i bought sopme pizza yesterday night for myself and they last me for two days and this the only thing that i didn't want them to touch, i come home today and they have eaten my pizza, my FUCKIN pizza! I'm fuckin broke because I had to pay the ultilitie bill for last month which was $225.00! and i had to buy my books for school which was an other two hundred dollars!!! on top of that their fuckin food! and byt the way, i put a sign on the pizza that siad "DO NOT TOUCH!!!!" YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?!?!? HUH?!?!?! YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE SAID?!?!?!?! "I DIDN'T SEE THE SIGN" SHE DIDN'T FUCKIN SEE THE SIGN!!!! WHAT A FUCKIN LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i told her in a clam voice please when i buy something for myslef it's not for you to enjoy, it's for me. and to please have some respect for me, i'm broke you still havent paid me back for the money that i lend you and you know what she did?! she closed the door in face and saids" i don't want to hear this." I got some furious, i felt like my heart was going to fuckin explode, so i walked into my room while my anger was increasing at a high level, and honestly i'm not a mean person, i try not to be, but i had to relase it somehow so i walked to the door and yelled out on the top of my lungs"FUCK YOU KRISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i walked back to my room and felt releived but the guilt hit me in a couple of minutes, but i didn't regret it, and slowly i started to. god, i hate when i get that way, but when i look back on it, i didn't do anything wrong, but i feel like shit!
on another note, I have this small crush on this girl who i work with, i've always had. But she is incredibly mormon, and that totally goes against my views. tommorow will be the last day i work with her, we get along on so many levels, but when it comes to relgion, phew! it goes right above my head. i didn't realize how big of a crush i have hadher till today. I accidfently had my voicemail record my conversation with her today, and we were agruing over the fact that how i think the diamonds are useless ppeaces of shit and how she trhought how important they were, i was itting on my couch when i was listening to it and imagined my arm around her, cuddling, just holding each other, well in my mind it felt really good, really good. god, it's crazy how much i like her, but her faith in her relgion is too strong. we would never hook up, but the fantasy is still there.
today is not good.
do you think i should apologize to her?
I feel like I should, but if i do i would giving myself up, i don't know how, maybe my pride.
My roomates have been mooching of me for the past month, they havent paid there rent for this month, they have been eating my food, i've been giving them rides to where there hearts please. It all sarted out when my last roomate moved out and right after he moved out i met this girl who needed a place to stay because she got kicked out of her house. she said that her boyfriend and her would maek it up to me on their next paycheck, well it turns out that her bf was unemployed and didn't have any money and the last check that he got was supposevly was going to be for two hundred dollars and her check was going to be around three hundred. Well, it turns out that his paycheck was for a meesly eighty dollars and hers was for $120.00. oh and by the way i lend them a hundred dollars when they didn't have it at the begginigng of this month and they still havent paid back a dime. all i asked was to pay me back my hundred dollars, they don't have to pay me for the food the ate, i'm just tooooooooo fffuuuuuuuuuckin niiiiiice! and it's FUCKIN ME OVER!!!! I fuckin hate this. well anyway i bought sopme pizza yesterday night for myself and they last me for two days and this the only thing that i didn't want them to touch, i come home today and they have eaten my pizza, my FUCKIN pizza! I'm fuckin broke because I had to pay the ultilitie bill for last month which was $225.00! and i had to buy my books for school which was an other two hundred dollars!!! on top of that their fuckin food! and byt the way, i put a sign on the pizza that siad "DO NOT TOUCH!!!!" YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?!?!? HUH?!?!?! YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE SAID?!?!?!?! "I DIDN'T SEE THE SIGN" SHE DIDN'T FUCKIN SEE THE SIGN!!!! WHAT A FUCKIN LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i told her in a clam voice please when i buy something for myslef it's not for you to enjoy, it's for me. and to please have some respect for me, i'm broke you still havent paid me back for the money that i lend you and you know what she did?! she closed the door in face and saids" i don't want to hear this." I got some furious, i felt like my heart was going to fuckin explode, so i walked into my room while my anger was increasing at a high level, and honestly i'm not a mean person, i try not to be, but i had to relase it somehow so i walked to the door and yelled out on the top of my lungs"FUCK YOU KRISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i walked back to my room and felt releived but the guilt hit me in a couple of minutes, but i didn't regret it, and slowly i started to. god, i hate when i get that way, but when i look back on it, i didn't do anything wrong, but i feel like shit!
on another note, I have this small crush on this girl who i work with, i've always had. But she is incredibly mormon, and that totally goes against my views. tommorow will be the last day i work with her, we get along on so many levels, but when it comes to relgion, phew! it goes right above my head. i didn't realize how big of a crush i have hadher till today. I accidfently had my voicemail record my conversation with her today, and we were agruing over the fact that how i think the diamonds are useless ppeaces of shit and how she trhought how important they were, i was itting on my couch when i was listening to it and imagined my arm around her, cuddling, just holding each other, well in my mind it felt really good, really good. god, it's crazy how much i like her, but her faith in her relgion is too strong. we would never hook up, but the fantasy is still there.
today is not good.
do you think i should apologize to her?
I feel like I should, but if i do i would giving myself up, i don't know how, maybe my pride.
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roommates... bah! i think it's better to live alone. why is it that in any household, there is some selfish person who really just doesn't give a rat's?
-bobby