I miss her so fuckin much, I can only imagine what she's going to say when she gets back:
1. I'm in love with someone else and therefore your are no good to me.
2. I love you and I've realized that I want to give this an other shot.
3. I just wanna be friends.
4. I'm still clueless on what I want, give...
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1. I'm in love with someone else and therefore your are no good to me.
2. I love you and I've realized that I want to give this an other shot.
3. I just wanna be friends.
4. I'm still clueless on what I want, give...
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I have listened to some harsh advice, yet it makes some sense. BUT, I hate it when somone gives advice without knowing the whole story. I think if someone cares that much to want to give advice and happens to have that persons phone number, give them a call and see the whole fuckin story. but anywho.
I had a really busy day at work...
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I had a really busy day at work...
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i feel like dieing.
I woke up on my living room floor from my drunken slumber. I walked to bed and stubbed my toe on the fuckin corner of the wall and it fuckin hurt. Then I remembered why i got drunk in the first place and now i can't go back to sleep.
If I could only have one wish, my wish would be...
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I woke up on my living room floor from my drunken slumber. I walked to bed and stubbed my toe on the fuckin corner of the wall and it fuckin hurt. Then I remembered why i got drunk in the first place and now i can't go back to sleep.
If I could only have one wish, my wish would be...
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-I just got home about an hour ago from working a thirteen hour shift, woo-pee!
-Im drinking a pretty stiff drink to calm my nerves.
- I promised myself that I wouldn't call danielle for a long time (a couple of weeks), I hate it when people can't see how they can hurt someone, though im a bit of a hypocrite saying this, but this...
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-Im drinking a pretty stiff drink to calm my nerves.
- I promised myself that I wouldn't call danielle for a long time (a couple of weeks), I hate it when people can't see how they can hurt someone, though im a bit of a hypocrite saying this, but this...
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sorry about my past month of nothing but self pity. I've just really been feeling like shit, for many reasons.
I just got home from my little bros b-day party at the bowling alley and it was better than what I anticipated. you know family and i, not a good combination. I mostly just hung out with my bro and his friends. He is turning...
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I just got home from my little bros b-day party at the bowling alley and it was better than what I anticipated. you know family and i, not a good combination. I mostly just hung out with my bro and his friends. He is turning...
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well, lets see... what has happened to me in the past week or so.
I got laid, twice. The first person actually got my mind of danielle, well it was this girl and a shit load of alcohol. I forgot about her for about lets say a total of five hours(her as in my ex), give or take a few. The second time it was...
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I got laid, twice. The first person actually got my mind of danielle, well it was this girl and a shit load of alcohol. I forgot about her for about lets say a total of five hours(her as in my ex), give or take a few. The second time it was...
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fedora_:
Death is a very nice experience to be honest. I have had the pleasure. The nasty thing about death is:
1. It is usually permanent. If, like in my case, its not...
2. It sucks and hurts like hell to be brought back to life...
3. Not me, but other people have been seriously fucked up for the rest of their lives physically or mentally from near death, death or circumstances surrounding the incident leading to death or surviving death...
so even though you said you aren't planning to, think about what you say and really make sure what you think about because you might bring undue energy around yourself that you just don't need in your life. Kinda like provoking a Murphy Law thing or jinxing shit. So knock on wood.
1. It is usually permanent. If, like in my case, its not...
2. It sucks and hurts like hell to be brought back to life...
3. Not me, but other people have been seriously fucked up for the rest of their lives physically or mentally from near death, death or circumstances surrounding the incident leading to death or surviving death...
so even though you said you aren't planning to, think about what you say and really make sure what you think about because you might bring undue energy around yourself that you just don't need in your life. Kinda like provoking a Murphy Law thing or jinxing shit. So knock on wood.
I had an incredible night.
and I have the rug burns to prove it
hehe
and I have the rug burns to prove it
hehe
fedora_:
Nice... btw I didn't see u know who.
Last night was pretty good considering I have been crying and drinking myself to sleep everynight for the past week.
I trained at my new job and starting to discover that this is going to be a really good change. I hung out with danielle and she corrupted me, big time.
I swore to myself that I would never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever...
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I trained at my new job and starting to discover that this is going to be a really good change. I hung out with danielle and she corrupted me, big time.
I swore to myself that I would never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever...
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withsobereyes:
80s party in Phoenix tomorrow....
UPCOMING EVENT: 80's partay.
WHEN: Saturday Aug 28 @ 7:30 pm
WHERE: Mi casa.
Im throwing a little 80's shindig at my house at the end of this month, and you all are invited.
Please dress up. We wont turn you away if you dont, but its more fun if yah do.
We'll have kegs, a pool table, 80's musak all night long, 80's flicks on the tube, etc.
Driving drunk sucks, so anyone who needs a place to crash for the night is more than welcome to stay.
Contact me if you need more information.
WATCHED BY: Fedona, Fucking_Hostile, rosey, sailormae, temperachel, WithSoberEyes, _Minx
My nickname is Oggie. If you stop by, ask any partygoer there to find me for you and ill direct you to other SG members.
5338 West Wolf Street,
Phoenix, Arizona 85031
UPCOMING EVENT: 80's partay.
WHEN: Saturday Aug 28 @ 7:30 pm
WHERE: Mi casa.
Im throwing a little 80's shindig at my house at the end of this month, and you all are invited.
Please dress up. We wont turn you away if you dont, but its more fun if yah do.
We'll have kegs, a pool table, 80's musak all night long, 80's flicks on the tube, etc.
Driving drunk sucks, so anyone who needs a place to crash for the night is more than welcome to stay.
Contact me if you need more information.
WATCHED BY: Fedona, Fucking_Hostile, rosey, sailormae, temperachel, WithSoberEyes, _Minx
My nickname is Oggie. If you stop by, ask any partygoer there to find me for you and ill direct you to other SG members.
5338 West Wolf Street,
Phoenix, Arizona 85031
fedora_:
1: Start out going South on S UDALL toward E 6TH DR. <0.1 miles Map
2: S UDALL becomes E 6TH DR. 0.1 miles Map
3: Turn RIGHT onto S PIONEER. 0.1 miles Map
4: Turn RIGHT onto E FRANKLIN AVE. 0.1 miles Map
5: Turn LEFT onto S MESA DR. 1.0 miles Map
6: Merge onto US-60 W toward PHOENIX. 7.5 miles Map
7: Take I-10 HOV LN W toward PHOENIX. 1.5 miles Map
8: Merge onto I-10 W/US-60 W. 4.5 miles Map
9: Merge onto I-17 N via exit number 150A toward FLAGSTAFF. 7.7 miles Map
10: Take the exit- exit number 201- toward US-60/THOMAS RD/GRAND AVE. 0.1 miles Map
11: Stay straight to go onto N BLACK CANYON HWY. 0.1 miles Map
12: Turn LEFT onto W THOMAS RD. 0.2 miles Map
13: Turn RIGHT onto N 27TH AVE. 0.2 miles Map
14: Merge onto W GRAND AVE/US-60 W via the ramp- on the left. 2.7 miles Map
15: Turn SLIGHT LEFT onto W CAMELBACK RD. 1.2 miles Map
16: Turn LEFT onto N 53RD AVE. 0.1 miles Map
17: Turn RIGHT onto W WOLF ST. <0.1 miles Map
18: End at 5338 W Wolf St Phoenix AZ Map
Total Est. Time: 37 minutes Total Est. Distance: 27.87 miles
2: S UDALL becomes E 6TH DR. 0.1 miles Map
3: Turn RIGHT onto S PIONEER. 0.1 miles Map
4: Turn RIGHT onto E FRANKLIN AVE. 0.1 miles Map
5: Turn LEFT onto S MESA DR. 1.0 miles Map
6: Merge onto US-60 W toward PHOENIX. 7.5 miles Map
7: Take I-10 HOV LN W toward PHOENIX. 1.5 miles Map
8: Merge onto I-10 W/US-60 W. 4.5 miles Map
9: Merge onto I-17 N via exit number 150A toward FLAGSTAFF. 7.7 miles Map
10: Take the exit- exit number 201- toward US-60/THOMAS RD/GRAND AVE. 0.1 miles Map
11: Stay straight to go onto N BLACK CANYON HWY. 0.1 miles Map
12: Turn LEFT onto W THOMAS RD. 0.2 miles Map
13: Turn RIGHT onto N 27TH AVE. 0.2 miles Map
14: Merge onto W GRAND AVE/US-60 W via the ramp- on the left. 2.7 miles Map
15: Turn SLIGHT LEFT onto W CAMELBACK RD. 1.2 miles Map
16: Turn LEFT onto N 53RD AVE. 0.1 miles Map
17: Turn RIGHT onto W WOLF ST. <0.1 miles Map
18: End at 5338 W Wolf St Phoenix AZ Map
Total Est. Time: 37 minutes Total Est. Distance: 27.87 miles
getting over danielle is so much harder than what I thought it would be. I just got up from bed about ten minutes ago and it wasn't my intention, she's on my mind. Not seeing her or talking to her for the past two days has been nothing but torture. The only way to get somewhat of a good nights rest is drinking myself to...
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fedora_:
Hey there. I really appreciated your thoughts on life and just being able to talk, and I really think you are going to make it in the world either w/ Danielle as your soulmate or as really good well-weathered friends who have shared a lot. I think it is really cool you are going to be working on your art again and focusing on what makes you happy. I copied the link down for you so you can look into adopting a child also. This link has info not only on children to adopt, but all the different issues tied to adopting, the process you must go thru and Q & As you might have. Here it is:
http://www.adoptuskids.org
Anyone can register as a member, even if your dream of adopting isn't until 10 years from now. So take a look.
It was really cool to talk with you and I look forward to times in the future where we can talk again. Take care until the next time and don't be too hard on yourself. -F
http://www.adoptuskids.org
Anyone can register as a member, even if your dream of adopting isn't until 10 years from now. So take a look.
It was really cool to talk with you and I look forward to times in the future where we can talk again. Take care until the next time and don't be too hard on yourself. -F
fedora_:
Yeah I'd be up for a drink. Coffee or just a ice cold brew; either or. I might be going to the 80s party SGAZ is having, if you want to go to that with me, not sure what plans might be up this weekend. But a drink definitely sounds good.
I'm beggining to think that i have died and am being born again.
My car is back and working really well.
I just got back from my grandmas house and it seems like she is happy.
and I did something that I never thought I would have done.
in the past mmm lets say about three weeks I havent been sleeping, eating, and I have...
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My car is back and working really well.
I just got back from my grandmas house and it seems like she is happy.
and I did something that I never thought I would have done.
in the past mmm lets say about three weeks I havent been sleeping, eating, and I have...
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fedora_:
Good! I am happy that you have made a point of decision! I like positive upbeat you much better! Not that I didn't like the other side, but the upside you is really good to hear. 
i never realized how bad this would hit me. I try to snap out of this depression, but all i can think is that i need her with me.
I cry every fuckin day. Im sick of this.
I know she needs time and she's going to get it, but it kills me to think she might not come back to me.
I spent almost...
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I cry every fuckin day. Im sick of this.
I know she needs time and she's going to get it, but it kills me to think she might not come back to me.
I spent almost...
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"and everytime you crave for me
Im here
anything you hunger for
I'll share
and I'll be quietly
standing by
while slowly Im dieing
inside
Hold me in your arms
and let me be the one
who can feel
like I'm a child
in love
Everytime I talk to you
your down
and everytime you need a laugh
I'm around
and when you forget Im...
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Im here
anything you hunger for
I'll share
and I'll be quietly
standing by
while slowly Im dieing
inside
Hold me in your arms
and let me be the one
who can feel
like I'm a child
in love
Everytime I talk to you
your down
and everytime you need a laugh
I'm around
and when you forget Im...
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