STRIKE 3!!!!!!!!!!! I'M OUT!!!!!! out of the fight for good.
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drunkeness leads to happiness.
and I HAVE GOT A FUCKIN HEADACHE!
and I HAVE GOT A FUCKIN HEADACHE!
giuliana:
no no, isaiah was talking about a post i made on his journal.
i'm not so sure i agree with your journal entry today, but hey that's just me!
i guess i am involved with a boy, but it's weird to say that. i know you said that open relationships are cheezy but i don't know. this guy and i have been "seeing" each other for a year and a half but have never made it official. i've messed around with a guy or two since i've been with this guy and it's all gravy. he's happy for me if i hook up. i'm definitely not one to have premiscuous sex so it's not really too much of a threat to him. whatever.
anyway, i'm so sorry this girl is breaking your heart!! you want me to beat her up for you?!
i might transfer to san diego state next fall. looking into it, but i don't know anyone there and that is scary! i have the tendency to get really depressed with change and i'm already a pretty anti-social person...it seems like a scary situation. anxiety... but maybe it's just what i need. i need to kick myself in the ass a few times and get over myself.
anyways...enough of me playing the victim
how are you?
i'm not so sure i agree with your journal entry today, but hey that's just me!
i guess i am involved with a boy, but it's weird to say that. i know you said that open relationships are cheezy but i don't know. this guy and i have been "seeing" each other for a year and a half but have never made it official. i've messed around with a guy or two since i've been with this guy and it's all gravy. he's happy for me if i hook up. i'm definitely not one to have premiscuous sex so it's not really too much of a threat to him. whatever.
anyway, i'm so sorry this girl is breaking your heart!! you want me to beat her up for you?!
i might transfer to san diego state next fall. looking into it, but i don't know anyone there and that is scary! i have the tendency to get really depressed with change and i'm already a pretty anti-social person...it seems like a scary situation. anxiety... but maybe it's just what i need. i need to kick myself in the ass a few times and get over myself.
anyways...enough of me playing the victim
how are you?
giuliana:
p.s. you still haven't sent me your picture!
I feel like shit, everything is falling to peices on me right now. I just realized that this girl who I have been after can really give two shits about me, I have been putting soo much effort, emotionally, into her, days that have gone by the more and more I like her.
I really feel like she using me as a rebound, someone who...
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Don't you ever get the feeling where you just don't give a SHIT!!!!!!!!
giuliana:
so yeah, send me your pictures...giuliana323@yahoo.com
san diego, ay? how close are you? i'm looking to make a trip down there pretty soon. i've got a shroom guy in sb that has the most potent fungus EVER. they're ridiculous...
i have no major yet. any suggestions? i don't really love anything so much to want to major in it. and that leads to a career...what the fuck will i do with my time?!?!
that's one of the things that has been frustrating me lately. i'm not REALLY passionate about anything. i'm sort of a drifter, at least at this time of my life. it makes me feel shallow and incomplete. i'm definitely a passionate person, but not in the ways i need to be. i'm just passionate about life and people and relationships. not a good way to make a living...
art major for you?
san diego, ay? how close are you? i'm looking to make a trip down there pretty soon. i've got a shroom guy in sb that has the most potent fungus EVER. they're ridiculous...
i have no major yet. any suggestions? i don't really love anything so much to want to major in it. and that leads to a career...what the fuck will i do with my time?!?!
that's one of the things that has been frustrating me lately. i'm not REALLY passionate about anything. i'm sort of a drifter, at least at this time of my life. it makes me feel shallow and incomplete. i'm definitely a passionate person, but not in the ways i need to be. i'm just passionate about life and people and relationships. not a good way to make a living...
art major for you?
does anyone out there in sg world want to be my partener in crime????? 
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trocc:
what are we up to, G?
white collar crime or thug life shit?
white collar crime or thug life shit?
giuliana:
today is your day, it's synnove day!!
yeah, my brother was there when my aunt took her last breath. it's trippy to think of where she went the instant her heart stopped beating. she just took a long breath in, let it out and that was it. she was "gone". i like to think she's in a good place with her husband and my grandma. i'm not religious either, i'm more of a skeptic so it's kinda hypocritical for me to say she's in a nice place when i don't even truly believe in one. it's sort of just an idea that people make up to feel better about death. (sounds really synical, i know) but really that's true. there's no proof that we do go somewhere after this life. that's just faith. on the contrary, i think that this life is so beyond amazing why wouldn't there be something else. this life has proved possible, so it doesn't seem that far off that another could be as well.
do you have any pictures of yourself?!
yeah, my brother was there when my aunt took her last breath. it's trippy to think of where she went the instant her heart stopped beating. she just took a long breath in, let it out and that was it. she was "gone". i like to think she's in a good place with her husband and my grandma. i'm not religious either, i'm more of a skeptic so it's kinda hypocritical for me to say she's in a nice place when i don't even truly believe in one. it's sort of just an idea that people make up to feel better about death. (sounds really synical, i know) but really that's true. there's no proof that we do go somewhere after this life. that's just faith. on the contrary, i think that this life is so beyond amazing why wouldn't there be something else. this life has proved possible, so it doesn't seem that far off that another could be as well.
do you have any pictures of yourself?!
do you ever get the feeling that existence is not what it's cracked up to be?
sorry to aynone who had to read that, i just got really depressed and had to say it. it's one bad thing after an other, i love life, it's just obstacles that I have to conquer. bleh!!!!!!
sorry to aynone who had to read that, i just got really depressed and had to say it. it's one bad thing after an other, i love life, it's just obstacles that I have to conquer. bleh!!!!!!
trocc:
keep on movin', man - you'll make it out the other side.
and who cracked existence up to be anything to begin with?
and who cracked existence up to be anything to begin with?
inhaler97:
haha.. bushisms...
well, there wasa an convention of art schools today. They reveiwed my portfolio and all of them liked it, . Although I found a school thats actually really good and I could have an internship through the school with RICHARD AVEDON!!! or Annie lebovitz, but RICHARD AVEDON!!!!!! but the school costs an arm and a leg. but anywho, this girl who I have been seeing,...
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. Although I found a school thats actually really good and I could have an internship through the school with RICHARD AVEDON!!! or Annie lebovitz, but RICHARD AVEDON!!!!!! but the school costs an arm and a leg. but anywho, this girl who I have been seeing,... Read More
isaiah:
It is Amy Sedaris from Strangers with Candy, but it's her dressed up as one of the characters from a book she worked on called wigfield. Very funny shit!
o my god she is sssssoooooooo fuckin CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
cornelius:
who is? who? post a picture!
-bobby
-bobby
artslut:
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mmmm..... eating spicy cheetos after a wonderful night.
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trocc:
yeah, they're especially good late at night.
artslut:
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wow, neat setup they got here, huh?....... (crickets chirping) well anywho, this girl who I have been talkin to who has been giving me the brush off and i'm gving it to her too, maybe she'll come around. and if she doesn't who cares! right? why should i chase someone if they all of sudden she isn't showing intrest because she wants to see me...
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artslut:
uumm.. i dont like this, i wrote my journal entry, and sent it by accident and re-wrote it and i don't feel like writng it again, aaahhhh!!!!!!!! i don't like this, this new set-up has some major gliches, and did arnold schoawrnager(sp?) really get voted for governor? hhmm...
beledi:
here's to no puppets. 
eeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr......................................
artslut:
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sometimes it seems like life is full of meaningless dribble.
sometimes it seems like life is a long cycle.
sometimes it seems like life brings sanity and peace when you're alone.
sometimes it seems like life is a pendulum, back and forth slowly cutting your life away
sometimes it seems like life is test of your sanitys endurance
sometimes it seems like life is meant...
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sometimes it seems like life is a long cycle.
sometimes it seems like life brings sanity and peace when you're alone.
sometimes it seems like life is a pendulum, back and forth slowly cutting your life away
sometimes it seems like life is test of your sanitys endurance
sometimes it seems like life is meant...
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marymary:
my friend was moving from NY to Los Angeles... so i drove out here to help her move. we took six days to do it so we could see things like the grand canyon, vegas, st louis, pittsburgh, etc.
thepromdate:
actually, yes. i get it every so often. it's a nice to to hear, because i think she's awesome, but it's a little wierd...because i don't see it.
i also get that i look like brenda from 90210. great.
i also get that i look like brenda from 90210. great.
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