artsitis

Maybe it's the withdrawls talking, but I don't like myself much today.

I'm a crappy boyfriend with wandering eyes. Inklings towards alternative lifestyles, with a girlfriend who wants nothing to do with it... ever faithful, I'll pine for the life I want from afar, occasionally bitching, never quite willing to do anything abou it.

I never finish anything.

I was just playing my guitar, and...
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Day 3 is well under way.

I got myself a bad haircut and a lottery ticket.

And a litre of Coke...

And I so want a new tattoo... if only I had a clue what I wanted *lol*

maybe I'll puncture a nipple instead - something to satisfy the desire until I come up with something more concrete

Day 2. Complete....

Day 3 will be the hardest, just because it's a day off and I know I'll have to work at finding distractions.

beyond finding someone willing to blow me every time I crave nicotene... it's going to be a struggle, to say the least *lol*

Day 1, complete. I'm going to bed.

One of my main strategies to quitting the whole smoking thing is to disassociate - I'm breaking that thing right now, but only because of a severe annoyance.

Disassociating the withdrawls, the cravings, etc. with the actual smoking is hard enough without someone reminding you that you're trying to quit, or even giving you kudos and being proud....
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This fucking will die, damnit.

3 more days. wish me well

It would be cool if there was some way to know how many people visited your profile *lol*

back to work tomorrow after a little over a week off... the only bright point is the hard work isn't going to start until Saturday

Spent most of the day printing off pictures I've taken over the last 2 and a half years, to decorate our very...
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The Blarney Stone was kinda dead last night, but cool nonetheless.

Not much else to report

For people who enjoy PC gaming, I'd highly recommend going to Radio Shack, and buying a PS2 to USB adapter, and a Playstation Controller... way better than the crap controllers they sell for PC

Wheeee!

Actually get to go out tonight - to ye olde Blarney Stone

not the best bar in the world, but the band does a mean Neil Diamond! heh

When I was younger, I learned the importance of dreams.

There were flying dreams, and in those I use to fall a lot, but I'd always try again.

There were sex dreams, but they wern't real, in the sense that I really didn't know what to expect from sex, so they didn't reflect reality.

And then there were the bad dreams - not nightmares, just...
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2005?

So potentially half a million people are dead in the last week of 2004, civil unrest permeates the world, and the only negative thing affecting me directly is a stupid cold?

I think my biggest resolution for 2005 is to make as many people smile as possible - because there really is nothing in the world that could make where we are anything less...
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