Maybe it's the withdrawls talking, but I don't like myself much today.
I'm a crappy boyfriend with wandering eyes. Inklings towards alternative lifestyles, with a girlfriend who wants nothing to do with it... ever faithful, I'll pine for the life I want from afar, occasionally bitching, never quite willing to do anything abou it.
I never finish anything.
I was just playing my guitar, and realized I've forgotten for more than I know, and I never knew very much. I need a friend who plays to jam with from time to time - like 2 or 3 hours a day *lol* or maybe once a week... I used to be pretty good, supposedly, but now I'm just noise. The fact I only practice 2 or 3 hours a month is probably not a good thing.
10 years ago I was writing songs, now I'm finding chords... something not right there.
On the bright side, I got my webcam working on here... now if only I was beautiful
I'm a crappy boyfriend with wandering eyes. Inklings towards alternative lifestyles, with a girlfriend who wants nothing to do with it... ever faithful, I'll pine for the life I want from afar, occasionally bitching, never quite willing to do anything abou it.
I never finish anything.
I was just playing my guitar, and realized I've forgotten for more than I know, and I never knew very much. I need a friend who plays to jam with from time to time - like 2 or 3 hours a day *lol* or maybe once a week... I used to be pretty good, supposedly, but now I'm just noise. The fact I only practice 2 or 3 hours a month is probably not a good thing.
10 years ago I was writing songs, now I'm finding chords... something not right there.
On the bright side, I got my webcam working on here... now if only I was beautiful
I hope you feel better soon. And trust me on this one the alternative lifestyle isn't all its cracked up to be anymore, I would kill for what you have.
Anyway on to better topics, check out furiousstyles he's in Van, and in a band he may be up for jaming some time.
Later
*hugs*