Tuesday Nov 15, 2005

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Monday through Friday...on the road by 6:30 AM...build a restaurant...go home...fuck around on line...go out to dinner, a drink or two...flirt (of course...I'm fucking single), repeat...Friday...relax...end of month, another $5000-$6000 in the bank (that's after bills and fun)...repeat...be bored...have a fun night...be bored...go to work...build a restaurant...go home...fuck around on line...go to dinner...flirt (i'm single, remember) repeat...Friday...relax...find something fun to do...end of month...deposit another $5000-$6000 in the bank...

I should be happy, right...I am. I'm moving forward...

The whole time...I mean the whole time I'm thinking of my designs for the house I will soon buy...I've been thinking of it for a couple of years...Buy house...re-design...sell...repeat...be truly happy and fulfilled...there it is...that is what will make me feel right...that's what it's all about...it's so fucking easy...unbelievably easy...It's a gift...It's my gift...

That is what will make me the most happy...

Monday...go to work...build a store...work my ass off...make people millions...work hard...perform more than everybody else...Friday...relax...find something fun to do...end of month...deposit $5000-$6000 in the bank...it's the only thing that will get me there... wink
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rubyrouge:
Hello Mr Impetus! Long time no hear! Hows you doing? Same old, same old, I read in your journal.

Go to Burning Man! You will not regret it! And by the sound of things you can afford to do it in style!!! (I'd recommend going in an RV instead of camping in a tent) Going to Burning Man was literally the best thing I have ever done. Do you have anyone you can go with?

kiss
blady:
Wow sounds like you are doing well! Hah I am single and go out a lot and try not to flirt. ..at my local bar I guess, not a good idea to do that there...But I think a lot of people get the wrong idea anyhow..which is kind of weird but so am I - I guess. I feel so tired lately. I work my ass off for not much money, but what else can I do. Teaching at two different universities and no time to finish my own degree is super aggravating. Bitch moan, bitch moan...no time for my own artwork either. I am sick with a cold and feel awful so maybe I am just in a shitty mood. hah. 4 hours a sleep a night is not helping either. I am sure I was a GREAT professor this morning - coughing, hacking and trying to think while sick, hungover and exhausted.....Jealous or rather envious I should say of your income..some how the more I work the less I make...Thursday nights teach really late and then back out to NJ in the morning to teach some more...maybe it's the more I owe, not the less I make.. I can't figure it out...boo hoo - poor me..ha.

[Edited on Nov 18, 2005 4:35PM]

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