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just a quickie kidzz... first week of production almost done... 3 more pieces to tech tonite & then a long ass run through of the work on Saturday.... und on Zunday Vee haff de Zzzuper Bowlen...so, I'm not a huge football fan.... but I like the playoff/championship energy (hey, I grew up with NCAA basketball in NC... MARCH MADNESS!! )... plus it's a good reason to hang out with friends & eat lots of sauage & carne asada... oh, and the drinking... let's not forget the drinking... we're throwing in a poker game this year to keep us entertained before the game...

thanks by the by to all ya'll who had something to say about my last post... it's always good,I think, to put someone else's brain and heart to a thing if I'm uncertain abot it... it doesn't mean that I'll do what they suggest... it does mean, however, that I have listened to someone other than just myself... that can make a huge fucking difference... usually, because it reminds me to listen to the truth that my own heart knew all along...... we're all alot smarter than we give ourselves credit for... we're just crap fucking listeners... I had posted the same story in the POLY group... this one guy just tore into me... something about "liars who are lower than shit on a toothless bum's shoe...".... at first I was like, Fuck man!...Get off my dick!... but I had step back a bit myself and deal with the real potential for someone being hurt by this situation... it just compells me to be sure about my reasons for taking my life down this path... so, thanks ya'll... even you Mr. Angry Guy Who Got Lied To...

hugz full o' chunky fudge
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