artman

I'm always surprised when anyone reads these things. My disbelief is the central reason that I dont update often because really...who cares?
but today I fell like writing
I'm having a major artistic crisis, in that I havent really found anything relevent to say. I'm getting to the age where it's time to do some signifigant work but I'm currently stagnant. blah!
It's not enough to just do stuff that "looks cool" so it's a little frustrating (did I mention BLAH)

-I'm on a diet and I feel much better lately (I'm trying my best to dodge the x-mas cookies)

I ran into an "old friend" today. She was the "cool weird artsy girl" in high school. She is married now with a couple of kids and worked tirelessly to get g.w.b. re-elected and is exactly the kind of person that she said that she hated. It has happend to ALL of my high-school "punkish" friends, they have all buckled and I suspect that 95% off people on this site will follow as the years go on and it gets harder and harder to stay true to your convictions. Perhaps I should just act my age run out and get a big fucking W sticker for the back of my car get some Thomas Kincade prints and just grow old and die QUIETLY just like everyone else.
It's all so very sad.