artman

God Damn I'm Old! It's funny because up until just recently I haven't really paid much attention to my rapidly ascending age. I'm not sure what it was but it's been on my mind lately. I can "feel" it. I don't feel any different physically, but I feel like I'm in bitter, crusty, old fucking asshole training.(and doing quite well, thanks for asking) Last weekend I tagged along with a group of s.g.er's to Madison. It's not like I didn't have fun there, but it's the first time I've ever felt out of place due to my age. That sucked! It's a pretty strange time in my life. I'm being pulled in so many different directions. Most of the people in my "adult" world want me to stop with the tatoos, listen to more "acceptable" music, go to church, start working on more grown up art, you know the kind that people can hang over the couch.They really, really want my to be a "pillar" in the community(whatever thats supposed to mean) But, there is still this reluctance to do all that shit. I still like going out and meeting new people, I still like s.g. I still like fucked up music, pushing boundaries (and occasionally pissing someone off) I still like those things, but now I have responsibilities... I don't know.

Maybe they're right, maybe I should just grow-up and act my age.