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I need/want a vacation.

BAD.
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padre:
You have my sympathies... You burned out at work or is it all personal?
padre:
in fact does it really matter to what reason that you want a vacation for ha ha... Considering everything I wish for you to go on vacation to whichever destiny... Hell you could use the relaxation smile

Yeah it was insane finding out i was misinformed... unbelievable ha ha
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Told Adam I'm moving out.

Added a couple of pictures to my "random pictures".

I want to rip my spine out and seep into the floor.


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padre:
You bet anytime... wink
lizardam:
Nice pics. Best with the move.
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Brief update for you:

I've been in a really low mood the past few days.
I really miss my friends.

I'm getting closer and closer to the idea of moving out.
I'm gonna talk to Adam and Pat (our other roommate) about it tonight.
I really don't want to go through the hassle of moving, or being farther from both work and school, but I...
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padre:
I feel you buddy... I hate to see you going through this shitty stage... I have to say go for what makes you happy and more comfy
adam3w:
That's a rough bunch of crap you're dealing with. All I can say is definitely try to work on your back -- chronic back pain makes every one of your other troubles worse. (As I'm sure you know.) I had the misfortune to be clinically depressed and on work disability for a back injury at the same time about a year and a half ago. Lots of suck involved there.

I promise things will get better....

smile smile
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merkaba72:
Nice work in the contest! That rocks. Good luck with the finals. What was the photo you sent in?
adam3w:
Glad to hear you're feeling better. The situation you're in with your ex-BF is never an easy one. I broke up with my live-in GF a several months ago. Good luck dealing with that, and don't be afraid to vent if you need to.
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broke up with my boyfriend last night.
we live together.
this should all be very interesting.

last night I stayed on the couch.
this morning, he went home to Maine.

we will talk more when he comes back I guess.

he's the sensitive one. I have to be the strong will.

I'm not in love with him anymore, and it just didn't seem fair to...
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padre:
It's for the best, some women stubbornly hold on to a guy because they feel like they can't throw away a 8 month relationship let alone 2 years. So I admire your strong will. Not all women are willing to do that, thank god you did.

Let us know how it goes will you smile
jesuslovesporn:
sorry to hear that, but I'm sure it's for the best. You are no doubt a tough cookie, most would be afraid to do what you have done. Good luck with everything!
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I am falling out of happiness.

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padre:
whats going on friend?

maybe we just need to cheer you up and tomorrow things will seem better...
deathb4mullets:
Don't worry...I fell out of happiness 29 years ago, and I'm still going strong! Whiskey, heavy metal and some herb is all you need!
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bedheadchicken:
happy birthday to you
padre:
thats a bummer... where are all your friends?

mine have been like that for years though... but then nobody likes me so i dont know their excuse
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I'm feeling quite proud of myself right now, so I thought I would share.
The semester is ending in two weeks, and I'm going crazy with papers.
I worked really hard on one for my Sociology class, and was very serious about the proposal and idea behind it, but I was nervous, because, thats how I get.
I rocked the presentation today!
And my professor...
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padre:
you're very welcome... so have you met any of the Suicidegirls or less creepy guys on here? ha ha...
padre:
well you're busy... you only meet folks after being on here long enough... maybe you're better off ha ha...
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meep meep meep!


kiss
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padre:
If that is a hint that you are gonna be running or that you will be more active in a faster pace than i say thats the best plan...
makoize:
you are CUTE
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I've been feeling a little low about myself lately, so I need to figure something out. Something to do about it.

I want/need a haircut.
I need another tattoo.
Hell, a piercing might satisfy me just as well. Just not fo as long. Haha.
And I need to lose some weight, get toned and just feel better about myself.

Its really hard to start any...
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adam3w:
Been trying for about the last 8-10 months to lose weight, and it's been paying off.... At least as far as I can tell. I have lost inches, but there's been so much turmoil in my life in the last 3 months, I'm not sure how much trimness is from my efforts and how much is from stress.

My diet: cut out french fries, eat more fruit, drink water instead of soda. Or drink pabst instead of soda. Only one pizza per week. I've also been doing cardio, but I'm not very disciplined about it (or the diet, for that matter). Gonna start doing yoga again soon.