artistictragedy

Quick update.

I'm moving back to Maine on Friday and its supposed to snow. I really hope the weather cooperates with me and holds off until night time.

I hate winter.
alot.


My back pain has been on the higher end of the scale recently, probably due to all the moving of things and the cold weather. I hate it, regardless.
I can't wait to have health insurance again so that I can start seeing a doctor, once again, to find some remedy for the pain.

Tomorrow would be my 3 year anniversary with my exboyfriend. Its weird to think about how much has changed since last year. It bothers me seeing him with someone else, but I'm glad that he's happy.
I can't decide if my problem is that I still have feelings for him, or if I'm just jealous and want some sort of connection. Its lonely...either way.


Ugh.
I need to be medicated, this pain is killing me.