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Changes suck, bah! Losing things, missing people, lacking love, all suck!

Moving forward is important though, and I have to do that more than anything else.

I am a slacker and haven't gone through my pictures from the weekend, I probably will go through them tonight. Just some pics from a hot rod show.

Sometime, maybe, I will try to take pics of a model....
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Went to Tin Can Alehouse tonight.

RAD place. Gimmicky but rad. They don't have taps, just a buncha crazy beers in cans and bottles. Just has a nice atmosphere. And awesome damn sandwiches OMG.

I also thought there was a good number of attractive women, just lacking the the SINGLE woman thing. lol.

Oh wells.

The last week has been super up and down. Probably...
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Sometimes, I really don't know what the hell is going on.

I think I do, but then everything goes "hahaha you so stoopid"

bah.

I should rephrase that.

I DON'T GET WOMEN AT ALL

ok. I feel better... ugg.

No, ok I don't

I love someone dearly. So painfully much. And I just don't know what to do about it. I was an ignorant fool.

I need to find someone that will let me take pictures of them.

I am quite the completely hopelessly lost crazy person chasing after something I shall never be able to have again.

Here I was feeling sorry for myself, heart broken, sad... and slap up side the head, something amazingly horrible happens to a friend.

I am still heart broken, I still feel like shit, but damn it puts it more in perspective.

fuck

I am tired.

tired.

yes.

show me something.

Oh well. Dreams are dashed, again. Heh, all I can do is move forward.

Watch songsmith butcherings of songs that are funny is making me laugh a bit.



haha.

Oh well, success is the best revenge right? I will try harder. heh.

Should I try to get in SGSD? I dunno. I would like to. I can't think of a good reason so probably would...
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