artisticsin

good lord, i am freaking bored.

oye

I been posting here a lot lately. lol.

so I put some new images on smug mug, just because I can.

my smugmug pics

Spent the evening with my best friend, that was nice. Was gonna watch TrueBlood with her but it was a repeat so we just hung out and talked. I still love her to death, and want to push her up against the nearest wall and ball her brains out when I see her. *sigh*

Who knows, maybe some day she can trust me with her...
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Hooray!

Lee Rocker opening for Supersuckers? AWESOME!

woot.

Got pulled over, got a warning, yay.

Man, i am just having a frustrating day.

The whole lonely thing, that's annoying.

I have been at my job 1 year. I have no way to move up or get a raise there. I am a contractor and won't get hired on perm because I don't have a degree. And I dislike the job and make the same money as people who are clueless...
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Man... today just sucked as far as the whole feeling lonely thing. Lame.

I hung out with friends last night and with my dad today, went and watched the US play a decent game, but lose in their first FIFA final. that was nice.

But, regardless, I guess being single is getting to me. A guy needs some physical contact sometimes. Ya know? Oh well....
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Michael Jackson and Billy Mays both died at 50. that's crazy. sheesh. RIP.

Spent last night at a drag strip. OMG i love the drag strip. ugg I need to go more!!!

I am still trying to get my shit together and don't want a relationship with anyone but damn, i am getting frustrated. lol.

Anyone else listen to vinyl. not the sound of a girl putting it on, but records!

I have fallen in love with records.

And I went and saw Moon the other night, a movie made with scale models instead of CGI. And I saw it a theater on FILM not DLP or Imax or something. It was rad.

Maybe i am jsut fucking old. lol

Went to LA again. God that place is nasty. lol. there is plenty of cool shit there, but damn.

I have this weird thing I do. Its mostly with photography. I am always afraid to try to shoot something professionally because I think "but I will be better later so I will feel bad fr not doing my best so I won't do it"

Like, I can't do that now, I will be better later, so I shouldn't do something now.

Sounds crazy huh?