artisticsin

I am a fool. But that's beside the point.

I am a confused boy. that's for sure.

So many things going on, I am running out of brain to use to think about it all.

Work, I hate it. I need to figure out what I can do to change that I hate what I spend most of my life doing.

Art, I don't do...
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I need to make friends that would be friends willing to let me take pictures of them that are in San Diego. I don't want to just post on craigslist or something.

OH I should befriend a photographer in SoCal that shoots models first maybe then assist or something... yeah!

hmm...

Guess I gotta grow a pair and ask around.

OH well time to drive...
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Pics from Long Beach

http://racecarshots.com/slideshows/2009-04-18-LongBeach/

Taken with my lowly Canon G9

I am so damn confused right now. Girls. Love, bah.

BAH i say.

I need to go on a trip. where should I go?

D.C.?

Austin?

San Fran?

Monterey?

Vegas?

bah. Decisions on unimportant things are stupid. lol.

Photoswap is a mostly stupid app, except for I have been swapping photos with someone from 3000miles away for like 5 days, that's kinda weird and fun.

Changes suck, bah! Losing things, missing people, lacking love, all suck!

Moving forward is important though, and I have to do that more than anything else.

I am a slacker and haven't gone through my pictures from the weekend, I probably will go through them tonight. Just some pics from a hot rod show.

Sometime, maybe, I will try to take pics of a model....
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Went to Tin Can Alehouse tonight.

RAD place. Gimmicky but rad. They don't have taps, just a buncha crazy beers in cans and bottles. Just has a nice atmosphere. And awesome damn sandwiches OMG.

I also thought there was a good number of attractive women, just lacking the the SINGLE woman thing. lol.

Oh wells.

The last week has been super up and down. Probably...
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Sometimes, I really don't know what the hell is going on.

I think I do, but then everything goes "hahaha you so stoopid"

bah.

I should rephrase that.

I DON'T GET WOMEN AT ALL

ok. I feel better... ugg.

No, ok I don't

I love someone dearly. So painfully much. And I just don't know what to do about it. I was an ignorant fool.

I need to find someone that will let me take pictures of them.

I am quite the completely hopelessly lost crazy person chasing after something I shall never be able to have again.

Here I was feeling sorry for myself, heart broken, sad... and slap up side the head, something amazingly horrible happens to a friend.

I am still heart broken, I still feel like shit, but damn it puts it more in perspective.

fuck

I am tired.

tired.

yes.

show me something.