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kittentaboo:
I know how you feel.

I don't expect you to ever forget. But forgiving is possible. I just really hope you aren't wasting your time. But, only you can be the judge of that.

Hope it all works out for you.
akane666:
i feel i have a similar relationship with my man...

he is much more mature than me, literally and mentally. and i am so hopelessly immature and still have a mental age of a teenager.

last time we were about to break up or "just be friends" he mentioned that he felt like he was my babysitter frown

im just a girl trying to grow the fuck up. i am trying sO hard. sure i fucked up and put my situation where other men fucked me. i still get mad high and drunk and smoke cigarettes. he HATES that part of me.

but he is the first man who made me feel safe and taught me that making love is so much more significant and deep and beautiful than what i percieved it to be as just fucking, just a sport.

as an extention to my journal entry, my father taught me that fucking is just a sport when you get mad drunk. thats why i can't forgive him.

i am truly grateful that i met my man coz i stopped hooking coz of him. its too stupid and risky. and my life and his is priceless.

i hope your girl can respect you like that. stop hurting you and actually look you in the eye for how priceless you are. maybe she needs real help. i dunno her so... but if she can't stop you should move on. shes not the only princess out there.
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oofaa. nothing like a wack upside the head with a 2x4 to clear your sinuses....

or.... nothing like learning how badly you've been cheated on to make you rethink everything you've believed to be true for the last 3 years.

when does "........its worth it in the long run" become ".....fuck this bitch ass shit"?

mad mad mad mad
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kimmie:
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kimmie:
when does "........its worth it in the long run" become ".....fuck this bitch ass shit"?
NOW.
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havn't felt the urge to update in awhile. perhaps I will post some ph0tos and share more of what's been going on for me recently in the near future, but for now I'm all about a bath, som loungetime, and whatnots. som quick thoughts though....

I'm semi-pleased with the newer sets I see going up on SG. they seem to be more modern, sexier for...
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my band band will be at The Neverending Bookstore in New Haven CT on oct 1.
welntaod:
As it gets closer, post more details of the Never ending Bookstore gig in SGCT or on your page! I live literally 3-4 blocks away and would really care to catch the show (as well as bring others). biggrin
rin:
i've never been in a relationship that long. i don't know how you do it.
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well, I think the time has come that I'll be phasing SG out for awhile. don't think I'll be posting much. got other fish to fry right now.
karebeer:
have fun kiss

ps - fish is gross!! hah! ♥
rin:
well, take it easy.
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is it just me... or have the SG sets really actually sucked for months now? seriously, last set I saw that was interesting was the double on the subway months ago.
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jule:
Nice. It definitely has potential.
strix:
thank you!!
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Had a lot going on over the last month or so and really havn't had the time or motivation to update this fool ass journal thing. but that being said, here's some stuff that's going on...

Things I'm Grateful For...

I have successfuly departed the Colt Building, have bought and moved into a new townhouse in the city of hartford. see photo. the place is...
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lotus88:
sad that you were not around frown

happy things are going well for you

nice house....can i try in on wink

good steam stories on my page stop by sometime and say hey....or not!

kisses

slut
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Regarding our gig at Advocate Band Slam last night.

"Because crowds were thin, it was survival of the tightest, as certain bands showed themselves more capable of retaining audiences than others. The Realm built a nice throng over the course of its set, whereas other troupes spat out Spin Doctors covers and watched spectators meander aimlessly by."

Hartford Courant Aug 4, 2005
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lotus88:
very happy for you




love
jule:
Wow. Sounds like a good time was had by all.

How was your Boston trip?