HELLO!!!
i've been sucking a lot with updates on just about every site i'm a member of for the past...oh , year or so. i don't know...it';s like i fell off the face of the internet or something...which is funny because i was actually jobless for about 6 months and still didn't update? maybe it's because i've been dating leeches for the past 2 years that have taken up all my time money and energy. not since i dated matt back in 2005 was i in a mutually giving relationship. lame. i'm not saying everything was all bad those 2 or 3 years....it just wasn't as good as i needed it to be.
however, about a week ago i left my last leech. also, coincidentally, matt reappeared into my life again after those almost 3 years. weird.
it's strange because we've been hanging out an awful lot and having sleepovers....literally sleeping though. well...we tend to stay up until dawn watching movies and then nap until work time. it's....weird. it's nice that i can do that because there's always comfort in sharing a bed with somebody you enjoy...but it's weird because that's all there is. i'm learning to appreciate it though. I'm also excited about being single. haha
i get my own time now...i get to get all excited about getting all gussied up and going out...which i'll be doing for the first time since single this monday. yay!
i'm so not stressed anymore. things are really looking up.
i'm talking to the most gorgeous guy i've ever met...but he isn't holding me back or tying me down, i jsut got a promotion at work, i know what i'm gonna do for school and am ready to finally buckle down and get to it and ya.things feel good.
i'm also making a pact with myself to start paying more attention to the sites i pay money to be a part of. haha.
i've recently revived my livejournal and plan on doing the same to my SG and my RvB accounts/journals.
wish me luck!
also, to anybody that still reads this, HI! HOW AREYOU?>!?!?!
i've been sucking a lot with updates on just about every site i'm a member of for the past...oh , year or so. i don't know...it';s like i fell off the face of the internet or something...which is funny because i was actually jobless for about 6 months and still didn't update? maybe it's because i've been dating leeches for the past 2 years that have taken up all my time money and energy. not since i dated matt back in 2005 was i in a mutually giving relationship. lame. i'm not saying everything was all bad those 2 or 3 years....it just wasn't as good as i needed it to be.
however, about a week ago i left my last leech. also, coincidentally, matt reappeared into my life again after those almost 3 years. weird.
it's strange because we've been hanging out an awful lot and having sleepovers....literally sleeping though. well...we tend to stay up until dawn watching movies and then nap until work time. it's....weird. it's nice that i can do that because there's always comfort in sharing a bed with somebody you enjoy...but it's weird because that's all there is. i'm learning to appreciate it though. I'm also excited about being single. haha
i get my own time now...i get to get all excited about getting all gussied up and going out...which i'll be doing for the first time since single this monday. yay!
i'm so not stressed anymore. things are really looking up.
i'm talking to the most gorgeous guy i've ever met...but he isn't holding me back or tying me down, i jsut got a promotion at work, i know what i'm gonna do for school and am ready to finally buckle down and get to it and ya.things feel good.
i'm also making a pact with myself to start paying more attention to the sites i pay money to be a part of. haha.
i've recently revived my livejournal and plan on doing the same to my SG and my RvB accounts/journals.
wish me luck!
also, to anybody that still reads this, HI! HOW AREYOU?>!?!?!