articca

burning up and freezing, sick as hell. Flu, again! I was denied a flu shot to spare the elderly who need it more.
What a lovely gesture of a caring notion.
I went to work, I don't know how but I think I was just a bit delirious from my stupid high fever. I didn't make any sense today. I'm sure everyone thought I was high as fuck but no, just oblivious to what was going on and what needed to be done and how. I hate the flu. But yeah, I didn't go home. I need money! I have to go get a second job A.S.A.P. So, some lady stopped me and said I should be a model and gave me a card and a suite #. I didn't go, I didn't call, I lost the card, it would've been pointless I'm sure. A scam perhaps.
Or maybe I just look like one when I have the flu and have been puking all morning. Maybe the flu isn't such a bad thing afterall Yeah right! Well I want to sleep if I can find any room in insomnia for it. Yes, how I will try, and feed on memories but only to find I'll still be wide awake, flu and all. Here I am again, bitching and whining. Tomorrow will be much better, better than today. Hope you all have a wonderful night.