music: Michael Buble, jazz, Fiona Apple, Team Dresch, Crass,
and lot's of 80's music.
Well good news leads to bad news again.
I am trying to be all positive and what not and it's getting harder for some reason but yet I feel enlightend sometimes. My step brother is moving out this Friday, that is a good thing.
This guy's idol is Geoge fuck'n Bush, he keeps Bush bobbleheads, calendars, pictures, enough Bush shit to make me want to puke! That's not why I dislike him though but it doesn't help.
My step dad comes home from Iraq 5 months earlier then planned, this is good because my mom will be so happy which is a great thing!
I have 45 days to find a place then instead of 4 months. Shit. I'm not sure what to do now since I work at a place that doesn't pay shit. I was planning on working for Dell in November and saving all checks from there until February and only spending very little from the checks I get from the job I already have. I hope I can find a place downtown that's not too insanely expensive and is close to ACC, this is going to be hard! I could move to Las Cruces, N.M. and it'd be cheap but there isn't shit there! I'm kind of excited though cause this will force me to get that much more motivated to get out of here and challenge myself. I'm not proud to be staying with my mom at this point in my life, it's almost difficult because I was ordered by a court due to C.P.S. to move out at 15 and this is the first time since then I lived with any parent. I loved living by myself! There is just no way in hell me and my step dad could ever be in the same house ever again. We have restraining orders on eachother. It makes me sad sometimes that I don't have close ties with most of my family. The only person I truely have is my other sister, Gina- she's the greatest and is the most sane person in the family. I don't know what I would do with out her. I also do have an unbelievably wonderful step mom which is so cool to have. As far as my other sister goes, we will never talk to eachother again I'm sure.
I'm sure everything will work out otherwise, it just has to anyways, I just have to work harder at things to get where I truely want to be which is in my own place, with a kitty, and a computer.
I love change! I'm so happy that autumn will be here because it's my favorite season. So, does it ever snow here in Austin in the winter? What is your favorite city you've ever lived in and why? I'd have to say here in Austin because all the things there are to do here and it's just beautiful scenery wise, the music scene tends to kick ass too.
EL Paso too but mostly cause I grew up there, the sunsets are incredible and unlike anywhere I've ever seen, and the mountains ar awesome too. Yes, change is good.
and lot's of 80's music.
Well good news leads to bad news again.
I am trying to be all positive and what not and it's getting harder for some reason but yet I feel enlightend sometimes. My step brother is moving out this Friday, that is a good thing.
This guy's idol is Geoge fuck'n Bush, he keeps Bush bobbleheads, calendars, pictures, enough Bush shit to make me want to puke! That's not why I dislike him though but it doesn't help.
My step dad comes home from Iraq 5 months earlier then planned, this is good because my mom will be so happy which is a great thing!
I have 45 days to find a place then instead of 4 months. Shit. I'm not sure what to do now since I work at a place that doesn't pay shit. I was planning on working for Dell in November and saving all checks from there until February and only spending very little from the checks I get from the job I already have. I hope I can find a place downtown that's not too insanely expensive and is close to ACC, this is going to be hard! I could move to Las Cruces, N.M. and it'd be cheap but there isn't shit there! I'm kind of excited though cause this will force me to get that much more motivated to get out of here and challenge myself. I'm not proud to be staying with my mom at this point in my life, it's almost difficult because I was ordered by a court due to C.P.S. to move out at 15 and this is the first time since then I lived with any parent. I loved living by myself! There is just no way in hell me and my step dad could ever be in the same house ever again. We have restraining orders on eachother. It makes me sad sometimes that I don't have close ties with most of my family. The only person I truely have is my other sister, Gina- she's the greatest and is the most sane person in the family. I don't know what I would do with out her. I also do have an unbelievably wonderful step mom which is so cool to have. As far as my other sister goes, we will never talk to eachother again I'm sure.
I'm sure everything will work out otherwise, it just has to anyways, I just have to work harder at things to get where I truely want to be which is in my own place, with a kitty, and a computer.
I love change! I'm so happy that autumn will be here because it's my favorite season. So, does it ever snow here in Austin in the winter? What is your favorite city you've ever lived in and why? I'd have to say here in Austin because all the things there are to do here and it's just beautiful scenery wise, the music scene tends to kick ass too.
EL Paso too but mostly cause I grew up there, the sunsets are incredible and unlike anywhere I've ever seen, and the mountains ar awesome too. Yes, change is good.
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