artemiswerewolf

It's a grey day.
It started early with grey clouds filling the morning sky. They started to get darker and cast shadows on everything making the world look plain and grey. It started raining, and when it got harder it made the air look grey and the wetter everything gets the paler it seems, like the colors are being washed away. It is all having an effect on my mood, too much has gone wrong and too much is going wrong, like a downward spiral
Got some meds from the doc yesterday, "painkillers". Thing is that they don't kill the pain, they just kinda numb your brain so it's easier to ignore, makes me want to sleep, which would be cool cause I haven't been sleeping much. But then I'd have to dream
I think that's why I've been writing random thoughts all day long then stringing them together so it seems like a cohesive journal entry.
Got an early christmas present the other day.
The little lady just sits there with a cockeyed smile and her head tilted to the side. She looks like she is hearing all my thoughts and listening very intently to what I have to say, like she has all the time in the world and she wants to spend it with me.
She glitters green.
Outside the trees look dark and ominous, There are floodlights on all the buildings here, but they have been yellowed with age and in the mist they all have eery yellow halos

All this started at 10:35 am I know that cause that is the exact time one of the secretarys gets into work and start "checking" on people (spying more like itm "who can I get in trouble today?") It is now 7:50pm. All the things I wanted to do before this are done and now I can do whatever. like stay in the internet for hours on end

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